
Grandma — not a fan of apocalyptic fiction — used to say “The world ends once for each of us.”
I only wish she was right.
The world has ended several times for me now, and then… I pick up my boots and build it again. (Note I’m sleepy and still weird-jet-like-lagged enough I almost typed “pick up my boobs.)
Look, the world ended for me when I left the village to go to high school in the city. It was a different world, and my past assumptions no longer applied. Then I became an exchange student and the world ended again. And I came back and strangely the world was yet different. And then I got married…
I’ve moved between states 4 times in my married life, and the world ends. And you build again.
I’m not making light of the devastation, particularly for those still digging out of Helene and Milton. For a lot of them, the devastation and the end of the world is so vast that there is not– or there seems to be no — tomorrow. The world has ended.
I’ve found myself almost in that place once or twice through my own stupidity not a natural disaster. And it took me years to dig out, and the scars remain.
But I’m saying: The world ended. You endure, you survive. And then you must build again.
And I’m saying it too if the unimaginable happens and the enemies of civilization, through fraud, capture the key points in our nation and manage to destroy it as close to utterly as possible.
The world ends. That is a sign that you must build again.
Because unfortunately there is no other choice. Humans build, and sometimes it all gets destroyed, and we grieve.
And then we build again.
Because to stop is to die. If you stop, you’re lying down and dying, as is everything with you. There is no future anymore.
My heart goes out to the people who lost everything. When the wild fires in Colorado took familiar neighborhoods and friends’ houses, it wasn’t as large a disaster. When floods destroyed and reshaped our beloved Manitou Springs, it wasn’t as last a disaster. I’ll continue praying for those people who were unfortunate enough to get hit by monster storms at a time when our government not only wasn’t helping but was actively undermining and almost making war on its own people.
First comes survival, and achieving a place where you can endure day to day without dying.
And then you take your broken heart and you mend it by rebuilding, by making things new again.
It will never be the same. You retain the scars and the homesickness for what will never again be, what never exists again, outside your mind and your dreams.
But you build. You go on, because there is nothing else.
I’ll continue praying for the victims of destruction, storm and man made. And that it’s not as complete as it could be.
And I’ll be here, to cheer on and help when I can, while you build.
We build. To build is to live. Even on a broken heart. Even when everything we built before has been destroyed.
We build.
Sursum corda.








































































































































































































