
Some people wonder if time runs both ways. I mean, if our minds are unmoored in time, and we keep them in the prescribed place by an effort of the conscious thought.
No, I don’t have cites, but are they really needed? Mostly it comes down to I spent a lot of time, in my life, reading a lot of philosophers on the subject of time; reading a lot of researchers on the subject of precognition; reading a lot of science fiction (which might be the most honest speculation of all); and ultimately, the reason I did it is because I have “hunches” or “feelings” or “senses.”
No, it doesn’t tell me the lottery numbers, but that might be its least annoying characteristic. (And yes, it annoys me.) The most annoying one?
Well, I don’t like woo woo stuff. Not even (particularly not) when it happens to me. So I have explanations. A lot of my feelings or hunches come from the fact I read a lot, I read voraciously, fiction and non fiction and current events (a mass ton of current events.) In fact of the things I’ve wasted my life on, surfing the news might be the most prominent. We used to subscribe to four daily newspapers, and heaven knew how many magazines (depended, but never less than five a month.)
You put enough stuff in the hopper, I tell myself, and the subconscious will suddenly pluck a “this fits.” Or a “this is right.”
But there’s stuff that doesn’t fit that. Stuff that makes no sense whatsoever. Like, while packing for five days in Colorado knowing with absolute certainty I would need a dress. But I reviewed our plans. there was no way I needed a dress. So the dress stayed at home, hanging in the closet. Yes, I needed a dress. No, it wasn’t even close to something I could have foreseen. “But Sarah,” you’ll say. “You just wanted to be prepared.” No. Most of my trips I don’t need a dress. Certainly not when I’m not going to a con.
There have been a couple of other incidents like that. Lately. They seem to be coming more often, more tightly together. They’re stupid little things. They should make no difference. Also, I’ve been regularly ignoring them, because they make me uncomfortable.
But this is not about how comfortable I am. And in the list of things I’m “sensing” right now, the feel overwhelming in my mind is probably not woo woo. Probably not woo woo at all. It’s probably that I’ve read a lot of things and my subconscious has picked up on something I can’t quite pinpoint except… with a feeling.
A “late winter 2019” feeling. A “pick your partner for the last dance of the evening” feeling. A “the bar is closing” feeling. A “these are the last of the good ol’ days” feeling. Like last last. Like last week, maybe if it extends that far.
But Sarah, you say we win they lose.
Yes. And I still believe that. It’s just the feeling is huge, and obscuring everything after. I have a sense of what comes after. I don’t think I’ll like it, but I think it’s the best it can be, and that in time (probably not in my lifetime) America will be more America than ever.
But until then–
We were talking about how every culture has prophecies. Sometimes they are hilariously wrong. Maybe this will be one of them.
Sometimes they’re bizarrely flexible. Look at Nostradamus. You can cram anything into that thing. Maybe this will be one of them.
And sometimes…. the road map is there, though it makes no sense to the human mind and eye. I can’t see a map. Just something obscuring the map.
I don’t know what to tell you, except “It’s big. It’s near. I can’t see.”
Maybe one of you should wake me in the middle of the night and ask what’s going to happen. Actually I don’t advise it. I doubt it would be coherent. And Dan might throw the phone across the house if it rings in the middle of the night. Best would be to co-opt Dan and have him ask, but heaven knows what I’d say. Probably something out of a dream, and the dreams have been of novels.
It’s driving me insane, and I don’t have a name for it, or even anything to really explain it. Yeah, things are upgeffuckt, but there’s a lot of ruin in a nation. Perhaps this is personal and close by, who knows? Crazier things have happened. Perhaps it has nothing to do with the nation. Except other friends have hinted the same, and we’re all over the country.
All I can tell you is this: Check your preps. Food, water. Pet food and water. Transportation. Rendez vous point with family you want to come with if needed. Tools. Of all sorts. Including books, and ways to access the net that might not be obvious.
Look, it won’t hurt if you have it and don’t need it. The other way, though…
Perhaps it’s the storm blowing up the East Coast. Perhaps it’s this cold going away. I always get a little depressed when getting over a cold. Perhaps it is all a mare’s nest.
I hope it is all a mare’s nest.
But how can I know? It’s a weird time, and weird things have been happening.
Check. Prepare. Hope it’s nothing.
“By the pricking of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes.”



















































































