According To Hoyt

To begin with let me tell you that there are people who think you shouldn’t plot the novel in advance, because it will rob it of “spontaneity.” This is roughly the equivalent of telling you that you should always drive off-road, or you’ll never go any place new.

 

 

While the roads have been laid out for years – or centuries – their sudden turns and the exits no one ever takes, can take you – and your readers – places they’ve never seen before.

 

 

There was a time people were enamored of formless plotting. Because I’m and evil b_tch (just ask the mini onions) I’ve always sort of assumed that people who use a very innovative form do so because they have no new content to pour into it.

 

 

I’m not talking here of things like “inventing” the novel format or even the type of play that Shakespeare (or, arguably, Kit Marlowe) created which was a new format relative to what came before. In both of those cases, the created thing, though different from what came before was the next logical step for it, and if we sit down over a cup of something at a con, I can make a credible case for the evolution of form being the result of a technical revolution. (The ability to print cheaply for the novel, for ex. Combined with a more wide spread literacy than ever before.)

 

 

No, the variations of form I’m talking about are the ones where “plotless” was in. Or my very favorite – a novel I was forced to read in college. And I use the term novel loosely – where, having got rid of the concept of plot and of unity of action, and of everything else, it got rid of “time.” I.e. nothing happens, because the novel is set in one static movement. No, I am not joking.

 

This sort of thing might be considered a triumph of will, or of the literary imagination. If your goal is to have literature professors swoon over you and to be the celebrated darling of the sort of literary society where your work is known only by twelve people with graduate degrees, then that is the path for you. Go forth and have fun.

 

 

However, this sort of thing is NOT a path to commercial success. And – at least for me – commercial success is far more than the ability to make money, keep cats and kids fed and a roof over my head. (Though I’m very fond of the roof over my head!) The thing is, no matter how many fan letters you get, or from whom, ultimately the only thing you can be sure of is that people are buying your books. Or not. If they’re buying your books, they’re spending money they could have spent on beer or wine, or frilly underwear. They forego something to read your story. And that makes it the most important thing, at least for me.

 

 

The second thing is to define a plot. In my years of writing and mentoring, I’ve ONLY come across one person who could genuinely be said not to have a clue what a plot was and who defined “novel” and “short story” by length. However, for all I know there are whole bevies of people like that out there. So, to begin with, a plot is a unit of action – something happens and it’s centered around something (character development, world change, whatever) so that it’s a cogent hole together and has a satisfying end which can be derived (though not guessed) from the beginning.

 

 

In a short story – or a movie – the plot can center around a single incident, or a single character change. In a novel, usually, there are a series of incidents leading to one big major incident of character or event (this is badly expressed, but I hope you can understand it) which in turn will resolve itself satisfactorily (which doesn’t mean happily, btw) and thus end the novel.

 

 

I’ve been told a good way to think about it, is that a short story is one incident that was significant to someone while the novel is THE incident that changed someone’s life. As a definition, this seems pat. If the novel were THE incident that changed someone’s life, then there would be no novel series. The best I can say for the difference between the two is that if your incident can be explained without getting us intimately acquainted with a lot of other characters and subplots, then you have a short. OTOH if to make sense of the event you need to introduce us to a cast of characters and a whole lot of subplots, you probably has a novel.

 

 

(I am aware this sounds a lot like “it is what it is” but you’ll have to trust me that you’ll know the difference when you see it.)

 

 

Anyway – if you read Campbell, you’ll find that The Hero’s journey is not so much a highway system as one of those outdated road maps you buy at dusty convenience stores at the back of nowhere, where you get to the actual place and find that there are new roads and the old roads have shifted, and perhaps the bridge is out.

 

 

You will find that most of these steps appear in most successful books. In fact, I have heard other writers say that it’s been proven by research that the human brain is designed to respond to stories that have these steps. I’m passing it along as I heard it, but I haven’t read the research myself.

 

 

I can tell you that a major movie corporation was using this structure, until it was “revealed” that they were using this structure, as per an internal memo. They then stopped it. Their movies haven’t been nearly as successful since.

 

 

Let me point out that these steps will be all out of order in some of the novels, or elided or alluded to in others. I’m just going to type the steps below. I will go into greater length on it, with examples, later – probably tomorrow, maybe Sunday. (You have NO idea how crazy things are just now, over here. Just be patient with me.)

 

 

1- All novels start in the ordinary world. This establishes what your hero’s life is like, before the adventure.

 

 

2- The call to adventure comes. This can be a disaster or a literal call, where a friend comes and says “Hey, want to come?” Or something good happening, like an engagement or a trip. Something that takes the character out of the “ordinary world”

 

 

3- Refusal of call. The character refuses the call or hesitates to go. This is sometimes short or even implied.

 

4- Meeting with the guide. This is not necessarily a guide. Some processes cal him a mentor. Think Merlin to Arthur.

 

 

5 – Crossing the Threshold. This is the “We’re in the soup or we’re not in Kansas anymore.” Think of Chicken run. “Put your heads between your knees…” You get the point.

 

 

6 – Tests, Allies, Enemies . This varies with what the novel is, but think of the fairy tale. The character meets with three people. Each of them gives him or her something that can be used on the journey. You get the point.

 

 

7 – Approach to the inner most cave – your character can literally go to the castle of the ogre, or whatever. In the case of a novel I’m now writing, this ogre is internal and facing it is the entrance to the inner most cave. My novels tend to be like this, so I tend to call this the “mirror moment.”

 

 

8 – The TEST. This is the greatest battle. The biggest love trial. Whatever. This is where your character is put through the white hot furnace and melts or not. What the trial is has been set since the beginning – the meeting with the villain, the crossing of the perilous chasm.

 

 

9 – Reward – your character gets the big reward he was hankering for.

 

 

Steps from this point on are usually fairly short, and my husband calls it “the cigarrette.” Many authors, particularly in mystery, ignore this, but books that don’t have them feel “incomplete.”

 

 

10 – Refusal of the return. The character isn’t ready to go back to the ordinary world.

 

 

11- Rescue from within – character calls on inner resources to adapt to changed situaton.

 

12 – Return

 

 

13 – Ressurection, real or imagined. I.e. – Your character might literally come back to life, or wake up or something. I’ve done that at least once. Or… well, think of the Bond coda. He’s attacked, and defeats this final enemy. Tada.

 

 

14 – Freedom to live in the “real world.”

 

 

Again, this is VERY sketchy, and there will be more to come.

 

 

If you have time and it would amuse you, go over your favorite book and identify the steps!

Some time ago a friend asked me if I would write a character of a specific type and I said “Well, I could in a short story. But since I have no personal knowledge or interest in this type of character, I could never write it in a short story. I’m not interested enough.”

THAT is your first cut. If you’re going to spend however long it takes you to write a novel with this person, he/she has to be someone you have minimal interest in. For a short story, where the time to write ranges from an afternoon to a few days, you don’t need to have a character that’s riveting. (Not that it hurts to.) An interesting situation will do.

So, #1 – have a character that interests you.

Now you have a character that interests you. Does this mean he/she will interest other people?

Possibly. It all depends on how you sell him/her.

Part of what attracts others in a character is determined by the others you want to attract. I’m not suggesting in any way shape or form that you let the audience dictate your character. HOWEVER please keep in mind that you have to give the right cues for the audience to pick up on who your hero is, and to be attracted to him/her.

Your military sf will have a distinctly different character from your YA fantasy. Or at LEAST you’ll present them differently.

#2 Present the character in a genre adequate manner. For instance, in an SF you’ll describe the male hero’s physical appearance in FAR less detail than in a romance. It doesn’t matter as much.

However, there are some rules that apply to all books, with the possible exception of literary, and there… well, I can’t help you.

At any rate, let’s say you have an “innocent” type character, a young girl just out in the world, who doesn’t know anything. She’s moving through a raging war zone and someone is always picking up and doing stuff for her. How long do you think this will be interesting? Unless you have one person who picks her up and stays with her for the whole novel (and then the novel is about that person, really) how long do you think before your readers start rolling their eyes?

At the opposite extreme, let’s suppose your character is a magical being with unlimited power. He can transform matter. He can stop hearts with a look. He can make rivers flow or stop. More importantly, he can command time, so he can go back and win any battles he’d lost before. If you’re thinking “oh, what’s the point?” you are correct. I could see doing a short story where this person comes to grips with the fact that this power makes him both more and less than human. But a novel? It would be Godzilla versus Bambi. Over and over and over again.

So… You want to be somewhere in the middle, right? Just like you want to both reward and punish your character? Well… yes. Though for a good character – I never understood the appeal of reading about an anti-hero as the main character, so I refuse to explain how to write one. Not because it’s not a valid choice, but because I plain don’t GET it – you usually have a character that’s great but has ONE fatal flaw. This, if you go back in time, is the way of the great heros of myth. Like… Achilles, of course, though there are others. In fact, that is the tried and true way to build a fascinating character. You take an almost perfect being and you use your plot to push at his one imperfection.

Consider superman. Knowing how capable he is, doesn’t it bring you to attention and full emotional involvement to see him under the effects of kryptonite? Would it have the same effect if he were joe schmo with no special powers? Of course not. There’s something tragic and grand in the perfect being brought low. We immediately want to see if he’ll get out of it, and we empathize with his plight. (Not sure why, but I’d guess in our minds we’re all great {G})

So if you have the innocent girl above, have her either have extraordinary cunning so she understands what she needs to do and is ready to face challenges, or have her already have all these abilities for some reason. (“Oh, my dad taught me sword fighting,” she said.) Then use her innocence as her fatal flaw which, despite her other qualities, imperils her.

OTOH it works equally well to have a character who is almost completely despicable, but has ONE redeeming feature. This last will give you not only a spectacular villain, but a great main character, if redemption is your goal. You push on that “flaw” in perfect badness, and that’s where your testing begins.

So – #3 Make your character better or worse than the common run of mortals. Then give him/her a flaw.

Now, you’ve made your character just so, and wrote your first three chapters. You show them to your wife/girlfriend/husband/boyfriend/corner store operator/stranger you kidnaped off the street to force to read your stuff. And they all tell you “I hate so and so. So and so sucks.” And you think “Ah, curse Sarah. She failed me.”

This is entirely possible, but the other part of it is that you might have presented the character wrong. Let me explain. Suppose you have the superman with ONE fatal flaw. Okay. So you start with the hero in the grip of the one force that will kill him.

Zorg was in the grip of the xron ray. He was weak, weak, weak. His arms were weak. His legs were weak. All he wanted to do was sit there and cry.

Riveting? Well, no. we have no idea who Zorg is, or why in heck we should care. You can – sort of. It occurs to me I JUST did this in novel I’m finishing. {G} – get away with it if this is a short section in the beginning, to indicate that your seeming superman is vulnerable. After half a page, he breaks free, lays waste to his enemies and… shazam! You have an interesting hero. OTOH I’d not have him meditate on how weak he is, but rather trying to break away. The grip of the force is shown against his efforts to escape.

So 4# Present character in a way we care about.

In this there are other caveats – in general, don’t show your character bored, despondent or defeated to start with. You can show all of that, but not right up front. We don’t know this person, and we don’t want to put up with his angst right up front. It doesn’t mean you can’t start with him/her in a problem. It’s QUITE all right to show him/her furious, vengeful, upset, as long as it’s an active sort of emotion. “I’m going to get that girl back if it’s the last thing I do,” as opposed to “Oh, she left me. I’ll sit here and cry my eyes out. Poor me.”

Also, your characters – even if you base them on your best friend, your wife, or your dog – cannot be “realistic.” Why not? Well, real characters are, in general, quite boring. If you don’t believe me, go and read your favorite book. Chances are the character there, with his/her hangups, interests or powers should he/she exist in real life, would either be locked up, in a madhouse, or dead. INTERESTING characters are exaggerated. The good are better than us. The bad are worse than us. The neurotic could not cross the street unattended in real life. And as for the hero of a romance… Well, if he existed in real life, we’d all flock to him. ALL of us. Even straight males.

(It is very important to remember you’re not writing real life. You’re writing fiction. Fiction needs to be interesting, have internal logic and be believable. Real life? Not so much.)

With that in mind, pay attention to how you describe the character too. For instance, let’s suppose that your character is ugly. For some reason, we are programmed to equate ugly with evil. We know this isn’t true – not in real life – but nine out of ten readers will perceive it that way. So if your character is ugly, make sure you describe ONE good feature right up front. “His face was ugly, craggy and scar-covered, but his eyes had a soft light that showed his caring disposition.”

#5 – Make sure your character is larger than life, and then present him/her in a way people will find appealing. Remember people in general like pretty, smart, strong people. It’s just a thing.

Am I done with the character? Oh, no, heck no. Unfortunately, though I could go in much more detail, it will only serve to confuse you right now. So let me go on with plotting, and then we’ll return to character later on. Meanwhile, go and study what others have done. Go read a few books and analyze your favorite characters. See if you can figure out how to steal the one feature that makes them appealing.

A caveat on this. I have ruined MORE novels – before I was ever published – trying to steal one particular character trick. This trick is to make the character seem despicable up front and then redeem him/her slowly so that by the time your reader likes the character he feels guilty for having misjudged him/her. Think Mr. Darcy in Pride and Prejudice. This tends to create an unforgettable character. So, why did I ruin novels? Because it took me forever to figure out I needed to foreshadow his eventual transformation early enough and also that he couldn’t be the sole pov character or the main one till the transformation is accomplished.

When studying riveting characters and figuring out how to steal them, remember the details. :) Make sure you don’t mess up the formula.

 

 

Also, sad to say, your reader tends to attach to the first character on screen. I call this the “duckling factor.” Keep that in mind. For the rest, just think about what would turn you off/on as a reader. If you haven’t read in the past, ask for a reading list and you shall receive. I have some of the MOST literate readers in creation.

Okay, so you’ve checked and you are indeed possessed of 1, 2 and 3 and your character isn’t a screaming door to door evangelist who wears a duck on his head. Good.

So you think you’re all set. Right?

Not… precisely. It is possible to have all of the above and still go badly, seriously wrong. One of the ways you can go very wrong – and I hear it’s very common, though it’s not something that ever afflicted me personally – is starting your story oh… Forty pages before it starts. So you have your interesting character and your fascinating world noodling around in search of a plot.

Or you are young and most of your novels are Mary Sue – ie, character goes in and fixes everyone’s problems and everything comes up roses for him, her. And midway through the novel, all your readers have succumbed to sleep. Possibly a coma.

Or you have a vague idea that you’re supposed to drag your characters through hell and high water, because this will keep it interesting, and you do JUST that. I did this for years. Ah! You think you survived the rodents of unusual size! Try the sudden fires! My friend Kate Paulk – Hi Kate! – calls this plotting through dropping of walls. Every time your character crawls up on hands and knees, you drop another wall on him. Unless your readers are UNUSUALLY sadistic, they get tired of this too. (Of course, some readers ARE unusually sadistic, and you might get published at this stage.)

So, you’re not supposed to baby your character and make everything come up roses, you’re not supposed to torture him/her, and you’re NOT supposed to just write stuff about him/her noodling around. At this point I can hear you scream and pull your hair. Stop that. Combovers are unsightly. Have you looked at Donald Trump? Right. So, be patient and I’ll explain.

You’re supposed to BOTH torture AND reward your character, but you’re supposed to do it in a way that feels “right” and “deserved” and “logical” to the reader. Dave tells me we monkey-kind have a built-in sense of “fair play.” The world doesn’t always satisfy this, but our entertainment MUST.

There are several ways of achieving this. The first and easiest is the W curve. Only, it’s not exactly a W. More like those graphs on the walls of failing companies in movies, where you have peak, then valley, then lower peak, then deeper valley, etc. The valleys continuously descend, with each peak lower than the previous, because the general feel of the W curve is “things get worse.”

Now, just things get worse can feel like walls dropping on the character, even with the little peaks in between. So you need one extra ingredient. The “worse” must come from the character’s efforts to make things better. (This often happens in real life.)

I’m going to try this with a really stupid example, because it’s late and I want to go to bed. Let’s say you have a girl dressing up for the prom.

Bessie realizes her prom dress has a huge stain in the front (initial/percipitating problem) / She is a very proud girl (character flaw) and doesn’t want to ask mom for help/ she takes dress to bathroom, and tries to splash water on it (attempt to solve)/ the dye starts running off (Valley)/ she dries it with the hair dryer and it stops dripping die (peak, but lower than before.)/When the stain is completely dry, she realizes it’s much bigger than before (deeper valley)/ So she thinks she’ll pin some lace to it (attempt to solve.)/ She finds some lace (peak but lower)/her attempts to pin the lace on tear a hole in the dress (deeper valley.)

So, does this go on ad nauseum, till the line exits through the end of the paper? And then you just tack on a happy ending, where Bessie’s boyfriend shows up with a beautiful dress for her, right?

Well, stuff like that DOES get published, but I don’t recommend it. No, what you need here, is a “mirror moment” where the ascent starts again. It’s called mirror for two reasons – first because characters sees character flaw clearly. Second because it tends to mirror the other side. (Only not really, since this tends to be towards the end of the book, like 1/3 from the end.)

Bessie confronts her character flaw and decides to go to mom for help (attempt to solve and turnaround.); Mom doesn’t know what the stain is, but she tells Bessie to talk to her grandmother (you shouldn’t have someone solve the problem for your character. Anyway, small peak, as Bessie has hope); Bessie goes to talk to grandma who explains that a can of wax fell on the dress. She doesn’t think the stain will be coming off. (Valley.); While Bessie is distraught, she realizes that she’s looking at a picture of her grandmother in a dress from her debut. She remembers she saw the dress in the attic and asks grannie if she can wear it. (Attempt to solve); have Bessie triumph at the prom in her cool retro dress. (Whee.)

One odd thing about this small plot, because it’s very small and contrived, the black moment comes before the mirror. Normally it’s the black moment that forces the character into the mirror. You’ll find this out if you plot a more complex something with a more serious character flaw and consequences.

Anyway – that’s how you do the W. Are there other satisfying ways of plotting – of course. And ways to give that plot more depth and “feel of fulfillment” too. But this one is a basic and is usually embedded in the other, more complex plots.

Okay, now go and play with it. I’ll try to post more on this soon.

PS – I REALLY don’t get a share of royalties on this, but those of you considering a how-to-write book could do worse than to read Dwight Swain’s books on how to write. I’ve given away dozens of these, and they usually help and never hurt.

 

*****

His father had picked him up at the bus station, well away from the college, where Rafiel had asked to be picked up. He didn’t even know why, except, for a moment, with the barest of hesitations, he had thought of getting on the bus, of going somewhere – somewhere unknown. Of never coming back.

Only rationality had overcome him like nausea. There was nowhere he could go and be away from all humans – be away from all humans in such a way that he was sure he wouldn’t hurt them. The more he isolated himself, the more he would be likely to give in to the beast and to let it take over, let it submerge him. What he needed was to go home – to go back to people who knew what he was, and loved him nonetheless, and helped keep him safe.

He’d called his father on his cell phone, despising the way his voice shook at his father’s worried tone. And when his father had driven up in the old pickup, Rafiel had gotten in without a word, set his duffel bag at his feet, clicked the seat belt shut and hunched against the questions he knew would come.

Only they never came. And an hour later, on the highway, Rafiel had felt he needed to give his father an explanation – the same explanation he’d decided he’d deny him had he asked for one. “I can’t go through with this,” he’d said, hearing his voice hesitate and break, as it hadn’t in at least two years, and feeling much, much younger than his nineteen years. “I can’t, dad. I just can’t.”

His father, driving carefully under increasing snow fall, had only grunted and said nothing else, his eyes seemingly intent on the highway.

Was he upset? Rafiel had wondered, and then on that almost slapped himself. Of course his dad was upset. In a way, though no one had forced him into it, Rafiel’s decision to become a police officer had been as much a family inheritance as anything else. His great grandad – arrived in Goldport from some godforsaken German town or other, had been a beat cop. His grandad had followed in his footsteps. Rafiel’s father was the only one to have formal training as an investigator. And Rafiel – from his earliest childhood, hearing his dad discuss his cases at the dinner table – had never wanted to do anything else. Rafiel’s mom had named him after a literary character who thirsted for justice. Rafiel had grown up surrounded by mystery books, steeped in the idea that justice must be done.

He wrapped his arms around himself and moaned. “I can’t.”

His father grunted again. He kicked the windshield wipers up one notch. “What happened?” he asked at last. “What put the fear in you?”

Rafiel let out a long exhalation of breath. “I didn’t…” He stopped, because he felt tears pool in his eyes and drip down his nose. He wasn’t crying. No. He wasn’t crying. He refused to cry.

“There’s tissues in the glove compartment,” his dad said. “Cold is making your nose drip.”

Rafiel grabbed a tissue and rubbed at his nose and face. “I woke up shifted,” he said, his voice made firm by anger. “I woke up and I was a lion, in the middle of the hallway. Just… wandering around. There was no one. But if there had been…. I might have eaten someone, dad. I might have…” He bit his tongue, because if he went on, he was going to cry in earnest, and it would embarrass his father even more than it would embarrass him.

His father nodded. He said nothing. He turned his lights on medium, to avoid their being reflected on the increasingly thicker snow. “Let’s hope we make it home,” he said. “Before they close the pass. Your mom said she’d make dumpling soup.”

*****

They had made it just ahead of the patrols closing the gates on the highway. And now two days later, Rafiel was restless and lost. Confused, he thought.

Oh, it wasn’t his parents. They hadn’t said anything, really. His father had told him to call the college and explain he might not be able to come back before Christmas break, because the highway was closed, and it often stayed that way for two or three weeks. If needed, he’d said, Rafiel could claim illness. Just don’t make any hasty decisions.

But Rafiel didn’t think there was any decision he could make. The decision had been made for him. Six years and some months ago, he’d shifted into a lion – in his sleep, the first time. His body had changed shapes. His father and mother had seen it, that first time. There was no denying it, no telling himself it was all a dream, no matter how crazy it all seemed. It was what he was – a shape shifter. Maybe the only one. Maybe there were others. He didn’t know. Neither did his parents. They didn’t want anyone to know. At best, Rafiel thought as he walked along Fairfax Avenue through the frost of the gloomy evening – at the very best, he would be locked up in some lab and studied within an inch of his life. At worst… at worst people would go crazy and start hunting for creatures like him. It wasn’t the future he wanted.

And, after seven years of living with this – after seven years of learning to control himself and his shifts, and the animal that shared his mind and body, he’d thought he could survive college. It was only the dorm – so many people together, all the time, so many creatures that the half of his brain insisted on thinking of as meals or, at least, prey. He’d watched himself. He’d prevented himself from shifting. And then… And then he’d woken up in the middle of the hallway, in his lion form, padding softly along linoleum-floored hallways.

He shoved his hands deeper into the pockets of his tight jeans. So, he’d stay in Goldport. Not as a police officer. He would have to think of some excuse as to why he’d given that up. And he’d have to think of something he could do. Goldport had a college, but a law enforcement major was not offered. He would have to study something else. Perhaps teaching–

He had no more thought that then he flinched from the idea of children, all day every day, while the lion looked out of his eyes and judged them for plumpness. He clenched his hands on his jean-clad thighs. No. Perhaps he could take a course in advanced hermit-living or intensive reclusiveness, or something.

And his steps had brought him, insensibly to the door of the Athens, where he looked through the grimy, cold-befogged windows at the people sitting around cracked green formica tables, having the Athens’ patent battery-acid coffee. Groups of laughing students and rosy-cheeked teenagers, wool caps and scarfs stowed next to them on the torn vinyl booths. For a moment, he thought if he blinked, he’d see himself in one of the booths, Junior Highschool Rafiel with Alice…

On that thought, he pushed open the door, causing the bells affixed to the inside to tinkle. He would see Alice. He would talk to her. Surely they were still friends. He wouldn’t need to tell her the truth, but she could help him figure out what he was going to do with the rest of his life. She knew him better than anyone but his parents. They had been boyfriend and girlfriend since eighth grade. If Rafiel had thought he could ever marry, like people who didn’t turn into lions could, he would not even have thought of cooling it with her when he went away to Denver. As it was, he’d seized on the opportunity. But it didn’t mean he’d forgotten Alice.

The sudden rush of hopefulness as he saw a blond waitress come out of the back told him he hadn’t forgotten her at all. Not even a little bit.

But as the blond took a step into the restaurant, it became obvious she wasn’t Alice – much smaller-framed, and freckled. A girl from school. He struggled to remember her name, and managed it, just as she came close enough to recognize him and smiled, in surprise, “Rafiel!”

“Jen,” he said, smiling back.

“Wow, I didn’t even know you were back.”

“No, just… decided to come back for Thanksgiving,” he said. “Where’s Alice? Is she working?”

Jen flinched. She visibly flinched, and Rafiel started immediately, “It’s okay if she had another boyfriend or… I just want to see her as a friend.”

Jen looked up at him, startled, then seemed to observe him intently. “You mean no one told you?”

“No one told me what?” he asked, suddenly panicked, his heart beating in his throat. “What happened?”

Jen shook her head. “Alice has been missing for three weeks, Rafiel.”

“What?”

“She disappeared from her apartment. No one… The police…” She shook her head.

*****

His dad was in the garage, sleeves rolled up, doing something or other to his 65 Mustang convertible that he’d been working on every weekend for the last three years, salvaging pieces from the junkyards, sanding away rust, priming.

He’d made great progress since Rafiel had left in early August. The convertible was now shiny red all over, and his dad seemed to be installing leather seats – proper leather seats, not the fuzzy-green-shag seats that had come with it when his dad had bought it, and which his dad had said must have been home-recovered Thunderbird seats.

He looked up to see Rafiel in the doorway, and looked a little embarrassed as he always did when caught fussing with the car. He cleaned his hands – which looked perfectly clean – with a nearby rag. “It’s almost done,” he said. “Come spring, I’ll have the vinyl top replaced by this little old guy who says he’ll do it for five hundred, on weekends, and then I can take your mom for some drives with the top down.” He started to smile at the idea, but his features froze as he looked at Rafiel. “What’s wrong?”

“How come you didn’t tell me about Alice, dad?”

“What?”

“Alice Harten. Don’t tell me you didn’t know she was missing!”

“Oh. That.” His dad seemed to become suddenly very tired. He sat down on the driver’s seat, his feet out the door, resting on the floor of the garage. “I didn’t think you needed any more trouble…”

Rafiel tripped down the steps into the garage and dropped to sitting on the bottom step. “What is it, dad? What happened? Where did she go?”

“Damned if I know,” his dad said. “We’ve… asked everywhere. At first we thought, you know, she’d gotten tired, had a fight with her boyfriend, left town. But there’s no sign of her having left, and no sign of her anywhere else. Her credit cards haven’t been used.” He shook his head. “It’s like she vanished into thin air.”

“Boyfriend?”

“Are you going to take up about that?”

“No. No. How could I? I left her. I knew… It was likely to happen. Who is it?”

“Carl. From the basketball team? Carl Leuten?”

“Uh.” Rafiel nodded. He and Carl looked alike enough at a distance. Both were more athletic than bookish, neither was stupid. Perhaps it was not surprising.

“She’s been living with him. About a block from the Athens. Just down the street. They rented an apartment. Her dad doesn’t approve, but… I don’t think he was that upset about it. They’re nice kids, Carl and Alice, and Carl says they wanted to get married. Just, when they finished their associate degrees. He’s studying to be some sort of computer repair technician.”

“You’ve talked to her father? Carl? Her mom?”

“We’ve talked to all of them. Even the grandmother that lives out of town.” His dad sighed. “Do you want to read the reports? I brought them home. I planned to look them over, I thought… perhaps there was something I’d missed. I know it’s not strictly right to let you see them, but perhaps you can see something I missed.”

Feeling numb and more than a little lost, Rafiel nodded.

****

There was nothing in the reports. His father said, calmly, the things he’d heard him say so often when other teenagers were missing. “Nine times out of ten when a teenager is missing, they’ve left,” he said. “Another boyfriend, a different job. Running away from home because they think themselves offended. Anything.”

“And this time is the tenth?” Rafiel said, pushing aside the piles of printed paper. Question, answer, evidence, deposition. And nothing in them. Nothing. Rafiel was only a beginning student, but he could see his father had followed up the case, flawlessly, by the book. Perhaps a little more energetically than he would have done had he not known the girl.

“Alice wasn’t the type to run away,” he said. “To take up with a new boyfriend, to skip town without telling anyone. She was not the type to run away if she was mad at her parents. Besides, I don’t think she was. A little impatient at her father, maybe, but she knew he was only trying to protect her.”

Rafiel nodded. Of course, he also couldn’t imagine Alice living with someone. In their time together, they hadn’t even got there. Heavy petting was about the extent of it. Of course, part of it was Rafiel’s heart-felt conviction that he should not marry. He should not have children. He should not risk creating anyone else who would be born with the beast inside; who would be incapable of controlling himself, of being fully a human.

It was the same reason he’d told Alice, in the end, that they should cool it. She had agreed, almost too readily. Perhaps she had never been that interested in him as a husband. Just as a highschool boyfriend. Rafiel Trall, sports star, cool guy on campus. Or perhaps she thought he had never loved her, or that he gave a damn that he had the money to go to a four year college and she didn’t.

He bit his lip. Wherever she was, he hoped she wasn’t thinking of him as a snob, or doubt that he had loved her – loved her despite his best efforts to control it. That he loved her still. If they could get her back…

“Anything ring any suspicious bells, dad? When you talked to people?” He had grown up with his father’s talk at the kitchen table. He knew what his father called his bells. It was some feeling of suspicion, never justified by what was happening, exactly, and yet almost always accurate.

“Well,” his father said. He dug into his pocket and brought out his cigarette pack. He’d once been a pack a week smoker, but he’d cut it down and now smoked only on weekends and only outside of in the kitchen – per his wife’s decree. He turned on the fan over the stove, piously, though he sat at the table with his cigarette. “I don’t know.” He blew a ring of smoke, something that used to fascinate Rafiel when he was a very little boy. “I don’t know. I would hate to…”

“Come on, dad,” Rafiel said. “It’s just me.”

His father looked at him, seriously, as if evaluating him – as if Rafiel too were a stranger, perhaps a suspect. It was so intent, so searching, that Rafiel almost blurted out that he’d been at college and he could prove it. He controlled himself with just a shuffle in his seat showing his discomfort.

“It’s the boyfriend’s place,” his dad said. “Look… it’s nothing…”

“Blood? Some other woman’s belongings? What was it?”

His dad shook his head. “Just too clean. Really clean. Not the whole place. It’s just one of those student apartments, you know, small kitchen, living room, tiny bedroom. The living room and the bedroom were a mess – well, not really, but you know…” He allowed his lips to quirk. “Like you keep your room.”

Rafiel shrugged. A book here, a book there, a bit of dust. His mom didn’t dust in his room, not since she’d thrown out his chem notes in his Junior year. “But the kitchen?”

“The kitchen was sparkling. Shining. Old vinyl tile on the floor washed till it shone white. It smelled of cleaners.” He shrugged. “Look, it’s nothing.”

“It could be a lot if someone was killed in that kitchen. If there was blood,” Rafiel said.

“Or maybe they had a mess there, of any sort, and cleaned,” his dad said. “They didn’t report her missing for three days, you know. They had heard all the stuff about how we wouldn’t do anything for three days, anyway, and she was over eighteen.”

Rafiel nodded. The clean kitchen had triggered his father’s sense for something out of place. Rafiel couldn’t think of anything but an attempt to hide blood. “Did you bring a black light in?” he asked his father. “And the reactive spray?” There was a spray that reacted with hidden blood, which would then shine under black light.

His father gave him a quick, embarrassed grin. “Once. Quickly. I had Carl go and find a picture, you know, so I was left alone.”

“And?”

“Nothing.”

“Bleach and certain cleaners will change the blood,” Rafiel said. “So that…”

His dad didn’t say anything. Of course that was what was bothering him all alone.

*****

Middle of the night, and Rafiel lay awake in his room. The neighbor had set up one of those displays that should be worthy of the death penalty – particularly when set up before thanksgiving. Multicolored lights chased each other around the steep roofs of a house of Edwardian design, while Santa Claus and his elves sat in improbable neon on the roof.

On the front lawn, the reindeer and sleigh – fully illuminated, of course – competed with a family of ducks dressed as Victorian Carolers and not only lit up in horrible glory, but also emitted a faint jingle of Christmas music. Or at least they’d been until ten o’clock, when, by city ordinance, the sound had to be turned off or down. Now the ducks of Christmas had fallen silent.

And yet, Rafiel could not sleep and he got up and paced his bedroom, from dusty desk to bed cluttered all about with the report he’d borrowed from his dad once again. He wanted to read it. He was sure there was something there.

Because the thing about the kitchen being clean and the blood would presume that Carl killed her, and this was not something that Rafiel could even imagine Carl doing. Not even on drugs. Well, okay, maybe on drugs. Maybe that was why the kitchen was so clean. Because they’d been cooking meth. But he couldn’t imagine that either. Not Carl and Alice.

They were both serious. Rafiel knew Carl less than he knew Alice, of course, but he would say both of them were – or appeared to be – much more serious than himself. He could imagine them grimly saving to buy their first car or their first house. He couldn’t imagine them dealing drugs.

He walked again, from the desk – set in front of the window, through which the riot of lights spilled – to the bed, and then back. The black light hadn’t found anything. Perhaps it was drugs. Perhaps Alice had skipped town to escape being arrested. Or perhaps it was blood; perhaps the black light hadn’t picked up anything because it had been cleaned up. If there were some other way of telling.

In his mind, clear, stark, the idea of the lion. Of what things felt like to the lion. Of the lion smelling. Some smells were always very clear to the lion. Blood was one of those.

Rafiel had never turned into the lion on purpose, and certainly never to figure something out. But now the idea had come and lodged, and he could not avoid it. If there was blood there – if there had been blood, the lion would smell it.

He turned to his father’s report and got the address. He didn’t worry about finding the key. If Alice had been living in the house, he was fairly sure he could find her emergency one. In case she got locked out. She had a limited number of places where she liked to hide the spare key, but she always hid one, because she often forgot her keys.

Taking off his pajamas, he slid into a t-shirt and jeans. He was going to go hunting. He was going to go hunting as a lion. Heaven help him, but after all these years of keeping the beast down and keeping the beast hidden, he was going to shift on purpose, and he was going to use the abilities of his shifted self.

****

He rang the doorbell, first. And knocked at the door for a while. He had no intention of breaking in, unless he were sure there was no one in there. People got nervous when that happened. And he never, ever, ever wanted a human – other than his parents – to watch him change. He was helpless when he was between states, incapable of either speaking or forceful action. The last thing he needed was to be caught in that space and attacked. And he knew damn well that half the people attacked when they were scared.

After some minutes, he looked in the logical places and ran the key to ground under the flower pot next to the door. Alice’s habit of always leaving a key to her home in a place she could find came from – she said – her being so absent minded she often found herself locked out. Rafiel did the same at his parents’ house, though his reason was more that he often found himself out of doors and in lion shape.

He opened the door to the apartment, finding it a little hard to believe – truly believe – that Alice had been living with someone else, that she’d been living in a place he’d never before seen.

The apartment was crowded with furniture – most of it looking like garage sale finds. An old tv held pride of place, faced by two plastic chairs imperfectly covered in some Indian print throws. There were books everywhere, which made sense, and none of them was called how I plan to run away from my boyfriend. None of them was called how to kill your girlfriend for fun and profit, either, for that matter.

He made a circle of the living room, looked into the kitchenette where floors and counters and stove were indeed sparklingly clean, though there were now several plates, and a couple of empty noodle packages on the counter.

The bathroom was as Rafiel expected bathrooms to be in a student apartment, at least if one of the students was Alice, who would keep it from getting downright filthy. But no one had taken the trouble to make sure it sparkled, either. It was just a bathroom, with a bit of dust in the corners and a bit of grey mold here and there between the tiles.

And then clockwise from there, the bedroom, which was Alice’s bedroom from her father’s house – white bed, with princess draperies, and matching white dressers and desk. For some reason, seeing it gave Rafiel a cold feeling in his stomach, and made his eyes mist over.

He couldn’t take it. Not as a human, he couldn’t stand there and think. And besides, he had come here to change into a lion and to see what the lion’s nose might tell him.

He undressed quickly. It seemed odd to undress in the apartment of some guy he barely knew, but he undressed and dropped his clothes behind the sofa, and then he stood there and willed himself to change. It wasn’t easy. It was never easy. Sometimes, with the moon right and the right emotions taking over, it could happen almost instantly. This time, it happened slowly, almost painfully, his will driving his body to do something it didn’t want to do.

First came the cough, the spasmodic twisting and wrenching that changed his body; the grind of bone against bone; the splitting pain of the muscles swivelling to new positions.

The lion behind the sofa growled, softly, and padded a careful route between furniture that all looked to him like strange, looming animals. Rafiel, in the back of the lion’s mind, analyzed the smells and the feelings.

There was a smell of old food and a smell of – Rafiel winced – semen from the bedroom, and a smell of old food from the living room, popcorn mingling happily with cheap noodles and canned soups. And then… and then near the kitchen, he smelled it.

Blood. Not fresh, but bright, a symphony that overpowered all other thoughts. Blood, which to the lion smelled like prey, the hunt, and…

Rafiel forced the lion back behind the sofa, step by step. Then forced the change again, against the lion’s will, against the pain in his body. His face set and grim, he went back to the kitchen. He thought you wouldn’t need the black light. Carl wasn’t used to cleaning. He’d used bleach, clearly, but he’d forgotten that stoves and refrigerators weren’t attached to the floor, and that liquids would run beneath.

He pulled the stove forward, looked behind it. His knees went weak, his stomach curled, and he punched the wall, hard, over the stove.

****

“What?” Carl asked coming in, which, of course, made perfect sense, because he wouldn’t expect a stranger in his home. Rafiel, feeling a hundred years old, was sitting on one of the plastic chairs, his hands in his lap.

After the first moment of surprise, Carl seemed to recognize him. “Rafiel. You’re in town. Alice is… Alice is not… that is…”

“I know,” Rafiel said, his voice croaking. “Alice is dead.”

“She…” Carl ran his hand back through his hair, in utter confusion. “She… No! She… disappeared. The police are trying to find her. Maybe she tried… maybe she wanted to leave me.”

“No,” Rafiel said. His voice was very still. “Alice never left here.” He got up. He led Carl to the kitchen. Rafiel had set two blades on the rickety card table that served as a dining table. “I’m guessing you killed her with this knife,” a pointy, sharp knife. “And you dismembered the body with this,” a vicious, heavy cleaver.

Carl’s mouth had dropped open. He made a lurch towards the knife, but Rafiel interposed an arm. They were much the same build, but Rafiel was more muscular. Nights as a lion, running did that. Carl crashed against his arm. He looked up. Again, his hand went up, nervously.

“It’s her blood all behind the stove,” Rafiel said. “And I bet you if we pulled up the linoleum we’d find her under there blood too. Those cuts would allow it to leak under there.” He felt very tired. Beyond anger. Carl had to be mad. It was the only explanation. Rafiel had dated Alice for years. Oh, he’d never slept with her, but even if he had… he couldn’t imagine her doing or saying anything that would deserve that kind of treatment. “I bet you they’ll find blood on those knives, Carl, and then they’ll look for the body. Where is it? What did you do with Alice?”

“It wasn’t Alice!” Carl said. A thin wail. He didn’t so much sit down as fall on his behind. “It wasn’t. It was… a lion. I…”

“A… lion?” Rafiel asked, his voice breaking as it hadn’t in years.

“I woke up in the middle of the night, and she wasn’t in bed, and I thought that was weird, and I got up… and there was this lion, in the kitchen. And I… I didn’t even know I was awake. I… I took that knife. It didn’t attack me. I thought… I had limited time, and I stabbed it before… before it turned on me.” He looked up at Rafiel, his eyes looking as though he were staring at untold horrors. “But then… but then, as the lion died, it changed… and it was Alice!” The last word was outraged, a sound of complaint. “It was Alice, and I’d killed her, and … and all I could do was get rid of the body. Yeah, I chopped her up and I…” His eyes looked glazed. “So much blood.”

Rafiel found he had his phone out of his pocket and had speed dialed his dad.

It must have taken a considerable time, but it seemed to him the police car arrived almost immediately. He left his dad and his partner – both in their pajamas! – talking to Carl, and went outside. In the cool dark of the alley behind the apartment building, he tried to vomit, but ended up sobbing.

****

“She was like me,” he said. “All along. We could have…” He didn’t even know how that sentence ended. We could have had litters of little lions? No. We could have shared our lives and supported each other? Perhaps.

His father refilled Rafiel’s coffee cup and looked concerned. “No use beating yourself up over it,” he said. “There was no way you could have known. She wouldn’t tell you, anymore than you’d tell her. And then, perhaps it had never happened before you left. For you it started at twelve, maybe she only started last year.”

“If I hadn’t left, she’d never have lived with him and she…”

“No one forced her to live with him, Rafiel. You’re not responsible for other people’s life choices.”

“I know,” he said. And he did. He wasn’t responsible for other people’s life choices, but he was responsible for his own. And if there were more people like him out there, how many of them were prone to suffering this kind of assault? How many of them were unprotected? How many might be killed – or kill – in the grip of the shift? Or just get lost and need a figure in authority to protect them. “You… you found her then?”

“Yeah, in the city dump, where he said he took the bags,” his father said.

“He… What will people… I mean…”

“People will think he went crazy. Insanity defense is notorious for failing in Colorado, but in this case…” His dad shrugged. “… no one forced him to dismember her and get rid of the body.” He paused. “But it’s a bad thing, Rafiel. I don’t think the boy would murder a person, in cold blood. And I don’t think it will be considered murder. Man slaughter, probably. A few years of psychiatric care and he’ll be out. And now he needs psychiatric care. Whether he needed it before or not.”

Rafiel nodded, but he still felt the sense of terrible waste, the awful loss of a path not taken. You weren’t responsible for other people’s choices, but you were responsible for yours.

“When do you think the road will open, dad?” he asked.

His dad looked surprised. “The pass?”

Rafiel nodded and sipped his coffee.

“Weatherman said probably tomorrow.”

“Good. I think I’ll go back to Denver. The… dorm and all… a matter of self-control.”

“I see,” his father said.

It was Rafiel’s choice to become a figure of authority, someone who would be law to those like him. Sometimes the only law. And perhaps prevent a tragedy like this from happening ever again.

 

 

He surveyed the scene before him, his face setting into a hard look composed half of determination and half of disdain.
Porthos’ servant, Mousqueton, almost as tall as his master and nearly as powerful, looked bewildered, held by five guards of the Cardinal. And around them the crowd surged. Behind them was the armorer’s shop, where Porthos had sent Mousqueton to arrange for Porthos’ sword to be mended.
It was a low-slung building, and its wide door normally stood open to the outside street – to allow the inner air, warmed by the forge, to cool. But now the heavy oak doors were shut and there were yet more guards standing in front of them. When the Musketeers had come to find the long-delayed Mousqueton, they’d stumbled on this scene of confusion and public disorder and just managed to step in front of the guards dragging Porthos’ servant away.
Athos raised his hand toward the crowd, palm out, an imperious gesture. His assumption of authority quieted them for a moment. Into the silence, Athos poured his words, “I will vouch for Mousqueton. He is my friend Porthos’” he indicated the redheaded giant just behind him with a head tilt, “servant and I’ve known him long. He is not a murderer.”
He abstained from swearing that Mousqueton was not a thief because, in truth, Porthos had recruited the then famished waif into his service upon Mousqueton’s trying to steal from him. And even now, when he had for many years been employed in a steady if not necessarily respectable position as a Musketeer’s servant, Mousqueton was known to supplement Porthos’ irregular pay in various and creative ways. Athos would be loathe to say how many times the young man had shown up at one of their assemblies carrying a bottle, which he swore had just fallen from an overloaded cart or a chicken which he claimed had been run over by a cart and to which Mousqueton had felt compelled to give mercy.
But Athos was sure, as he was sure of breathing, that Mousqueton would not murder anyone. And yet his words met with the sneer of one of the guards holding Mousqueton’s arm. “A fine thing to say, Monsieur, when he was found next to the murdered armorer. And the armorer’s best sword in this ruffian’s hand!”
And on this the crowd shouted again. Murderer and Thief and other things. Things about the Musketeers and their servants, duelers and bullies and riff-raff all.
Athos felt his hand fall onto the hilt of the sword strapped at his waist. “Do you call me a liar?” he shouted above the abuse of the crowd, “Do you doubt me?”
His voice, or the outrage in it, again bought a few moments of silence. But another of the guards said, “Well, Monsieur, it is not as if it is not known that this man,” he shook Mousqueton whose hands were tied together and who looked too bewildered to resist “is a thief, all too fond of taking that which doesn’t belong to him – eggs and bread and wine.”
“But…” Porthos said, stepping forward. He was twice again as large as most other men, red headed and dressed – as he normally was – in a splendid suit of golden brocade in the latest court fashion. But he looked as bewildered as his captive servant. “But, surely… taking a loaf of bread or an egg is not the same thing as killing someone, or even stealing a sword.”
“Doubtless he killed in the heat of the moment,” another guard said. “When discovered in theft.”
“We’ve told you he wouldn’t kill,” Porthos said.
“Yes, yes,” Athos said, impatiently. His hand held so tight onto the hilt that he felt as though the metal itself might snap under the force of his fury. “And they do not believe us, Porthos. They doubt the word of the King’s Musketeers.”
“With all respect,” one of the guards said, in a voice that denoted he had none, “It is not your word we doubt, so much as your knowing anything about this. We found this man unconscious and holding a sword next to an armorer that had been killed with that sword. No one else was in the shop. No one else was seen to come in. He is the murderer.”
And on this the crowd started shouting again, demanding Mousqueton’s death. And Athos – furious at being ignored feeling his face cool as blood drained from it – pulled at his sword, removing about a quarter of it from its sheath. He would have got it out all together, and challenged all five of the guards of the Cardinal to defend themselves against his fury, had not a hand held onto his arm, forcing the sword back down.
Athos turned to look into the cool gaze, the intent green eyes of his friend Aramis. Tall, slim and blond, Aramis was admired by half the women and not a few men at court. He claimed to wish to become a priest. He claimed that his passage through the Musketeers was just that – a temporary exile on his way to taking orders. But there were very few duelists in Paris who would dare cross swords with him. And the grip of his white, elongated fingers felt like bands of iron on Athos’ arm.
“Will you stop me?” Athos hissed back at him. “I can fight all five of them. Not bad odds, one of the King’s Musketeers against five guards of Richelieu. And the rabble will melt. You know they will.”
“No, Athos,” Aramis said. “You forget the edict.”
“The…” Athos said, and realized, as if on a wave of blind fury that seemed to obscure his gaze, that indeed, he had. Oh, not the edict against dueling. That had been in effect for so many years. Aramis’ own downfall, as a young divinity student, had come about because he had killed someone in a duel. But the edicts just drafted had a new force.
Dueling might have been illegal before, and brought the King’s displeasure down on your head. It did not, however, bring down your head, itself. The new edict called for any nobleman caught in duel to be beheaded in the public square. And while it was said his majesty hadn’t signed it yet, the Cardinal was bringing it before the king every day. Who knew if he’d not signed it, just moments ago.
Athos took a deep breath, trying to control his anger. Many years ago, in the grip of a lesser fury, he’d killed the woman he loved, the woman he’d believed had lied to him and betrayed him in a grotesque way – a way likely to destroy his and his family’s reputation forever. Then, on a wave of doubt and remorse, he’d entered the profession of Musketeer to punish himself for that crime – as other men might enter a monastery to expiate sin. And yet his anger remained within him, in a confused coil with his overwhelming guilt.
That the rabble dared yell at a Musketeer– That they thought they were safe– That his Eminence’s minions, themselves, would dare lay hands on a Musketeer’s servant–
“That’s well,” he said, forcing his fingers to let go of the sword. “That is all very well. But you have an innocent man, and the guilty one is still at large.”
The guard who’d first spoken – a mean man, with a ferret-like face and sparse moustaches – looked as though he was thinking of another insult to heap on the Musketeers. But his imagination or his courage failed and, instead of speaking, he gave Athos a stiff little bow. “Very well, Monsieur. If that is so, you may be able to prove it to his Eminence before the man is hanged. For now, we are taking him to the Bastille, to wait his Eminence’s pleasure.”
Mousqueton seemed to wake at those words. His eyes wild, he stared at them. “The Bastille!” he said, with the terror that the name of that infamous prison never failed to evoke. It was said that men disappeared into it never to be heard from again.
“Certainly the Bastille,” the guard said, almost primly. “For where else could we trust you to stay that your master might not break you out?”
This time it was Athos who put his arm out, to restrain Porthos’ hand as it fell on his sword. The larger Musketeer did not protest it, just stared at Athos, as the guards dragged Mousqueton away and the greater part of the crowd followed.
“Come,” the fourth member of their group – an eighteen year old Gascon, named D’Artagnan– said. “Come.” Though he was the smallest – and youngest – of them all, the dark eyes on his olive-skinned face were full of cunning and Athos knew for a fact that his head was always full of thoughts. People like D’Artagnan looked at life as a game to be well played, a game in which it was important to be always two or three moves ahead of the adversary.
“Come,” D’Artagnan said, again. And, turning, led them into a nearby alley.
“They’re escaping,” one of the mob called behind them, clearly having forgotten that they weren’t accused of anything.
“Well, if they escape, we still have their servant,” one of the guards said, chortling.
It took all of Athos’ will power, while grinding his teeth so it hurt, to keep from going back and punishing the insolence.
But D’Artagnan reached back and grasping the threadbare sleeve of Athos’ second-best doublet, looked up and urgently at his friend, “No Athos. No. It is no part of honor to fall into a trap.”
He led them right, then left again, seemingly at random, until they came to an area where there was no one else around. There D’Artagnan stopped, and turning his back to the blind wall of a garden, he looked at his friends.
“By the Mass,” Porthos said. “You should have let me fight them. They took my poor Mousqueton!”
“Your poor Mousqueton will be well, Porthos,” Aramis said.
“Well? In the Bastille?”
“Surely well, in the Bastille,” Aramis said, throwing back his head and with it the blond, shining curtain of his hair. “Surely you don’t think that they would mistreat him, much less kill him? Not when they know we will be going to Monsieur de Treville with our grievance as soon as we can get to his office. And that Monsieur de Treville will want to ensure Porthos’ servant is treated fairly? The Cardinal is not so foolish that he’ll overplay his hand this soon. He would only risk the King’s ire.”
“But…” Porthos said. And opened his hands as though his words had quite failed him. “The Bastille!”
Most Musketeers, most guards of Richelieu, probably most of the people who knew the giant Musketeer would think he was stupid. Athos, who had been one of Porthos’ closest friends for many years knew better. Porthos was an observant man, an intelligent one, and quite capable of sudden, blinding insight into the souls of men. However words themselves were Porthos’ foe, one that refused to be drawn out into the light of day. And in moments of emotion, like this, Porthos’ lack of facility with words managed to make him seem young and almost small.
“He’ll be safe, even in the Bastille for a while,” D’Artagnan said, taking the lead. “We will, of course, as Aramis says, go to our captain, Monsieur de Treville, and ask him, at once, to make sure that Mousqueton is well and that we have the time needed to prove his innocence.”
“But,” Porthos said, and clutched at his red locks in despair. “How could it come to this? I only asked him to go and get my sword repaired!”
“I was listening in the crowd,” D’Artagnan said, gravely. “While you were… disputing with the mob, I was talking to some of them, and they say that the armorer was found killed – run through with his best sword. And Mousqueton was found unconscious next to him. And you must know that Mousqueton’s reputation…” He floundered, doubtless catching some hint of annoyance in his friend Porthos’ look. “Well, everyone knows how fast Mousqueton’s fingers can be, Porthos.”
“But he wouldn’t steal a sword,” Porthos said. “To what purpose? And if he ran the armorer through, why would he be unconscious? I mean Mousqueton? Surely he wouldn’t faint at the sight of blood! He is my servant. You did tell them that, D’Artagnan, did you not?”
D’Artagnan shrugged. He looked up and his gaze met Athos’. D’Artagnan looked more troubled and worried than his calm words would lead anyone to suppose. “Porthos, they say that a hammer fell from its peg nearby – probably in the fight – and chanced to hit Mousqueton on the head, just as he killed the armorer.”
“God’s teeth!” Porthos said. “Are you telling me you believe Mousqueton killed him?”
“Mousqueton is your servant, Porthos, as you said, he cannot be a stranger to blood and killing.”
“Yes, but… it is one thing to kill someone in a duel,” Porthos said. “And another and quite different to murder someone by stealth.”
“But we don’t know if it wasn’t a duel, Porthos,” D’Artagnan said. “Or a fight.”
Porthos shook his head. “What would he have to fight with the armorer about? Good man, he was, let me have repairs on my sword on credit. He knew Mousqueton…” Words failing him, Porthos simply opened his hands.
Athos could have said many things, among them that the way life was, it was quite possible that a sudden altercation had arisen, or sudden anger. Or he could have said that Mousqueton was, after all, a little inclined to ignore the eighth commandment. But the whole situation – Mousqueton’s being unconscious when found, and clearly unable to give a coherent account of himself, even by the time his master had arrived on the scene – seemed skewed. Surely, it couldn’t be. The circumstances were just too strange. And the guards had been all too quick to seize upon Mousqueton as a culprit.
Perhaps they had accused Mousqueton out of pique against the Musketeers. Or perhaps, just perhaps, because they were hoping to hide the true culprit, if they moved fast enough.
Athos took his hand to his forehead. “I do think, D’Artagnan, that this is all a little too convenient. And, though Mousqueton is doubtless human, and could doubtless have lost his temper, I must say that his being found unconscious does not seem natural.”
“No,” D’Artagnan said. “Fear not. I agree with you. The whole thing is too convenient by far, for Mousqueton to be found unconscious with a bloodied sword in his hand. I don’t for a moment believe it all happened like that, with no one else being involved.”
“But what can we do to prove it?” Aramis asked.
D’Artagnan shrugged. “What we always do. We’ll find out what happened. We ask people who might know something. We examine the armorer’s shop.”
“And we prove Mousqueton innocent!” Porthos said.
“And we prove him innocent,” D’Artagnan said. “Others among us have been accused of murder before,” he looked at Aramis. “Surely the fact that Mousqueton is a servant doesn’t make him any less our responsibility.”
“No,” Aramis said, doubtless remembering the circumstances under which he’d been suspected of murder, circumstances far more incriminating than even Mousqueton’s. “No. Perhaps more our responsibility, since he’s more defenseless than we are.”
“Yes,” Porthos said. “We are his only family, you know? He was an orphan when I took him into my service.”
“Well, then,” Athos said, and though he heard the amusement in his own voice, he knew he was in dead earnest. “Let it be for our servants as it is for us. We’ll prove him innocent or die trying. One for all–”
“And all for one,” his friends answered in a single voice. 

He walked blindly through Calcutta. He’d arrived here six months ago, and was staying in one of the palatial mansions of Garden Reach—that place inhabited by East India Company employees and their families. The vast houses would make most noble families in England blush with envy, and it put Peter’s own inherited estate, the rambling Summercourt, to shame.
Summercourt.. As his mind dwelt on his ancestral house, his hand plunged into the pocket of his exquisitely tailored suit to feel a bundle of papers. He did not need to take it from his pocket to see its text floating before his gaze as vividly as if he were reading. The top line read: To Peter Farewell, Lord Saint Maur.
He hadn’t needed to read the next lines—though he had—nor the twelve pages following to know what his estate manager was telling him. That Peter’s father was dead. That Peter was now the only heir to that ancient and noble family name descended from Charlemagne.
The manager’s faithful account of Peter’s inheritance made Peter groan. He’d received the letter—by bearer—just before dinner, and how he’d got through dinner, he’d never know. He’d left immediately after. He’d come, without quite knowing how, all the way to Esplanade Row, where he now stared at the impressive facade of Government House. Like his estate manager’s letter, it resonated with the power of the expected and the prearranged. The manager never said it, but it was clear in his every word that he expected Peter—who, for the last ten years, had been abroad and sown his wild oats, such as they were—to return and shoulder the name of Farewell, the title of Saint Maur, and the responsibilities and needs of his house and retainers.
Not that there was much. At least, there hadn’t been when Peter had last seen it. A large, rambling farm, and an assortment of smaller farms, let to various tenant families. Enough for a shabby gentility of the kind that supported a living similar to a wealthy farmer’s, with pretensions that would make the Royal Family’s seem small.
But compared to the way he had been living, it would be paradise. He couldn’t think of his north-country domains without longing for the smells of the fields around his house. He craved the twang of local speech; the Sunday afternoons in semi-deserted streets; the parks visited by serene families, the children named for kings and queens; the museums; the lending libraries; the places that had sheltered his childhood when he was, in fact, still full of illusions. When he still thought that he might grow up to be Peter Farewell, Earl of Saint Maur, and scion to a noble family.
Only it couldn’t be. Oh, England had shape shifters aplenty among its noble families. Despite the law’s command that they all be killed upon discovery, it was an open secret that several noble families threw out weres now and then.
But all known noble weres were foxes or dogs or—at worse—wolves.
There was even a charming story of a Scottish nobleman who turned into a seal at the waxing of the moon. But Peter didn’t have that innocuous a form. His other shape was a dragon. An eater of humans. A killer.
It was beyond the pale to even think of such a dangerous beast being tolerated. Witness the story of Richard Lionheart, trudging his weary way home from the crusades only to be put to death because more of him was a lion than his heart.
The laws that had allowed John Lackland to execute his older brother and lawful sovereign were still extant. And still enforced.
Tomorrow morning, early, he’d pen a letter for his manager, apprising him of his intent to never return. The man would be disappointed. He would possibly be crushed, destroyed by such a complete break with the past and by his internal certainty that Peter did not care about house or family. Let him think it. If that kept Peter’s secret—and if it kept Peter safe—it was enough.
Peter would stay in India and try to fulfill his mission here. He’d find Soul of Fire, the ruby once used to bind all the magic of Europe to Charlemagne. Six months ago, on the highlands near Darjeeling, he’d separated from Nigel, who might be his last friend in the world, and he’d promised Nigel that he’d find the ruby. And then he’d reunite with Nigel—who held the ruby’s twin, Heart of Light, which would attract Soul of Fire like a beacon—so Nigel could return both stones to the temple at the heart of Africa: the oldest temple of mankind.
Neither man knew what would happen once the jewels were returned to the temple. They’d been convinced that such an act was necessary to prevent horrible catastrophe, and as close to the end of the world as bore no distinction. But Peter didn’t think it would in any way improve his life or his material circumstances. He presumed he would still be followed by his curse, still separated from normal men and limited in how close by them he could live. Yet, for the last six months, since his visit to the temple, the curse had been so slight and so easily controlled that he’d dared to dream. Perhaps, once the rubies were returned, he would be free…
But now, after six months of following a long-dead trail for the ruby that Charlemagne had used to bind magical power to him and his descendants, and then abandoned, he’d grown to believe the jewel had been cut up or destroyed, and no longer existed. His scrying instruments and all his attempts at divination showed him nothing. They had led him here, to Calcutta. For a brief, shining moment, he had been sure the jewel was here. Right in this city. And then, before he could pinpoint its location, the trail had vanished. His scrying instruments had been unable to find it again.
Meaning he’d live out his days in India, futilely trying to find an artifact that couldn’t be found.
He’d already broken his father’s heart, through no design of his own, on that cold morning, so many years ago, when his father had discovered Peter’s secret. He had packed his son up and told him to get out—and stay out. Money would find him, but he must not—he must never—make his way to Summercourt again. He remembered his father’s dour face and the instruction to: “Seek some form of employment that will not disgrace you. And strive not to commit more sins than needed.”
Did his father know, then, that it would be the last time they’d see each other? He had to, didn’t he? He’d told Peter to stay away and never let their paths cross again.
Something caught at the back of Peter’s throat, something that might have been laughter or tears; he wasn’t sure which. He looked up, trying to find something to fix his eyes upon, something that would take his mind off his own misery and the final renunciation of his inheritance, his birthplace—his own being—that he must perform in the morning.
And he saw the girl creeping along the outside of a verandah’s railing. “Good God,” he said to himself. “What can she be about?”
Then his body contorted in cough, as fear for the stranger’s circumstances disturbed the balance of his mind, and allowed the beast within to take control….