A Decent Respect

I know many of you are frustrated.

Okay, that undersells it. I know many of you are flat on the floor, kicking and screaming “I was promised arrests.”

I understand. In my mind I’m doing exactly the same thing. And in my emotions it makes perfect sense. We went through Obama’s years, seeing things get worse and worse as they piled corruption on corruption and made it more and more unlikely we’d ever have our country back as a constitutional republic. Then we had four years under Trump with the nonsense of Russia! Russia! Russia! and all the other fake emergencies, distractions and attacks, and nothing happened. And then 2020. My LORD 2020. The entire insanity, the gaslighting of an entire nation, the abuse of power, all of it so they could get away with the myriad open fraud events during the election.

Then came the four years of the Bidentia, with an obviously demented man who wasn’t any good even before he was demented (wrong on every issue) supposedly in charge, and a gaggle of the most radical Obama followers making decisions that amounted to the destruction of America. I mean, it’s not like they were hiding it. Their pro-open borders protesters kept saying “No border, no wall, no America at all.”

Sure they didn’t get everything they wanted, but I don’t need to tell you — you went through it with me — that it got pretty dark there for a while. Pretty d*mn dark. Between monetization sites trying to enforce what speech you could engage in, social media sites were silencing us, heck, Biden tried to install a “disinformation” czar not to allow any speech that they didn’t approve of.

Of course you want perpwalks. You saw the evil doers dancing in front of your eyes while violating every law, every civilized restraint. Of course you do.

Because it’s been six months, and the world isn’t completely made anew.

Read that sentence again. It’s been six months. Okay, six and a half.

The administration is working with a severely corrupted apparatus that has distorted our every institution, inserted itself in every investigation, and makes it impossible to do anything without fighting them every.step.of.the.way.

Six months. Okay, almost seven.

I’m sorry, it’s not a lot. It’s not a lot even if they weren’t trying to work with the equivalent of a computer infected with a virus.

I think part of the demand for the Epstein list is coming from this frustration. We want to see something being done and someone punished, and it’s been six whollllllle months.

Part of it too was the first electric month of the presidency, with Doge scaring everyone on the left, and finding more and more corruption. We got addicted to the high.

Guys, that is not how lasting change is made. It just isn’t. Even the stuff done against us wasn’t that fast. (And fortunately the stuff Biden tried to do, by and large didn’t work at all.)

Again, I must remind you that we are extremely online. And we are political addicts. We know everything that happened, and we’re outraged about all the crimes. Most people aren’t either of those. And when and if there are arrests, it will need to be made clear what caused them and also that the trials are impartial.

If we just replace their unjust persecution with our own, we just set up a cycle in which we alternate between triumph and revenge and the country will be destroyed. The worst thing we can do is appear to the country in general to be unjust and dogmatic.

Yes, I know we aren’t. You know we aren’t. But the point is that to move without proof, absolute proof that stands before the world, we will appear to be.

This is the same reason Trump hasn’t completely ignored the utterly ludicrous orders from every federal judge and his sixth cousin. It would be too easy for the apparatus of the left, still in place, to convince people that he’s a dictator and ignoring “the law.”

Instead, these judicial oversteps are getting cleaned, one by one, by the supreme court. Yes, it’s slow. But it’s effective.

In the same way, other things are being rolled back. Heck, the BBB has a poison pill for the entire make the young massively indebted to make sure beardo the weirdo has a university job deal. Things are moving. Slowly but surely, a lot of crap that has held the Republic down, some of it going back to FDR’s “New Deal” is being overturned.

All this while dealing with enemies inside the apparatus of state and an adversarial official cultural establishment, and the chaos abroad left by the Bidentia.

Is everything perfect? No. Does this look like paradise? It’s still the same Earth with the same flawed humans.

Do I agree with every step of everything the administration is doing? Guys, I don’t agree with everything I’m doing half the time.

But they are doing an awful lot. If not everything I’d like them to. And their priorities are the right ones. First of all, and most important of all, we need to clean our election system. The rest will be easier after.

So are we going to get perp walks? Maybe. In the fullness of time. Some. Perhaps.

If the evidence hasn’t been completely destroyed while in the previous administration’s custody. If it isn’t being destroyed now by the underlings that are in the grip of critical theory they learned in college. If —

We might get some perp walks. Maybe.

They probably won’t be the biggest of the evil doers. And if we do get some of them, it will be for what we can get actual proof of. So, you know, not, say, corrupting our election system, but mortgage fraud. There is a reason we got Al Capone for tax evasion, after all. The evidence of bigger crimes is always more carefully obscured.

Yes, this frustrates me at a level I have trouble articulating.

I understand it frustrates you too.

However, we must have — how was it that Tom Jefferson put it almost 250 years ago? Oh, yeah, a decent respect for the opinions of mankind. — and make it clear that our grievances are just. And if we can manage to get it through without the war that Tom and his buddies ended up in.

Yeah, yeah, I know. There are days when you think you’d love a second American revolution. The problem is that revolutions don’t have a scripted end. And while I believe our cause is just and that liberty would win in the end, we’d end up destroying a generation, maybe two. And unlike two hundred and fifty years ago, neither we — nor humanity — have people to spare.

If we can get this through without it all tipping into a war? that would be ideal.

And to do that, it must be done slowly, subtly, with steady work and many, many, many of our own poison pills inserted into things like the BBB and making the pervasive election fraud, the absurd high jacking of our institutions impossible.

We must return power to the people, for the people, if possible, without burning it all down and while maintaining a thriving economy.

Not just for us. For the world. When America sneezes, the world catches pneumonia. Whatever happens here is worse the world over.

And the world is in rough shape right now. Our troubles have been amplified for them. For us to take a turn in the nuthouse and rip at each other might not mean the end of civilization. But it might very well mean several steps back with the ascent not guaranteed again.

Yes, I want a hundred perp walks. I want to see the smug bastages who lied to our faces proven rotten criminals.

But that’s the point. It must be proven. Without a doubt. And if it can’t be proven, even if we know in our hearts they’re guilty, we’d best let the forest of laws stand than get at the devil.

That’s what the play was about:

William Roper: “So, now you give the Devil the benefit of law!”

Sir Thomas More: “Yes! What would you do? Cut a great road through the law to get after the Devil?”

William Roper: “Yes, I’d cut down every law in England to do that!”

Sir Thomas More: “Oh? And when the last law was down, and the Devil turned ’round on you, where would you hide, Roper, the laws all being flat? This country is planted thick with laws, from coast to coast, Man’s laws, not God’s! And if you cut them down, and you’re just the man to do it, do you really think you could stand upright in the winds that would blow then? Yes, I’d give the Devil benefit of law, for my own safety’s sake!”

― Robert Bolt, A Man for All Seasons: A Play in Two Acts

Take a deep breath. Things are moving. Things are being done. Frankly, if you look, things are being done at such a spanking pace that I suspect no one in the administration is sleeping more than every other night.

They’re just not the perp walks, the strutting, the big revenge moves.

And I am enough like the rest of you to understand why this upsets you. It upsets me too, but I also understand that this side of heaven there will always be disappointments. And sometimes what we want isn’t what it’s best for us.

I think I told here before — or if not here, in my discord group — the story of the dream I had, in 2020 or 2021 or maybe any time before 23 (I’m no longer sure of the date. Just that it was one of the dark times.)

I dreamed I was watching at a bird’s eye view, the stretch of highway between Colorado Springs and Denver. A stretch of road highly familiar to me.

It was a Colorado winter day, with cold grey light filtering from a light grey sky and just a few flakes of snow dancing in the air. There was no traffic on the highway, and it looked like it had been closed.

Finally down the highway there came very large trucks, looking like military equipment. In the first truck were gallows, piled high. Men got out, and with heavy equipment, erected gallows. These were crude things, just an inverted L and a support diagonal piece, all of it wood so raw I could almost smell the sap on the tree trunks. They were erecting those every 10 or 20 feet, by the side of the highway.

And then behind came a truck filled with people in business-casual clothes, like they were dragged out of some office, during a work day. One at the time, they were taken to the gallows and hanged, by men who looked like they were tired — soul dead — from what they were doing.

I don’t know who these people being hanged were. They looked like our neighbors. Like the parents of kids in our kids’ classes back when. Like people we saw when we went out to dinner or to the museum. Just men and women between thirty and sixty.

And — this is the important and horrible part — I have no idea who was hanging them.

Was our side winning? I don’t know. Was theirs? I don’t know.

And in a very real sense, it doesn’t matter. Because once things get to that place — study the history of our own revolution, comparative clean as it was — a lot of it personal revenge and personal envy and animus.

When things get to that point, we have all lost and it takes a miracle to bring back anything resembling the Republic we know and love.

I woke up from that dream chilled and scared, because it had the feel of one of those dreams I have that seem to foretell the future. (They’re not infallible, but a higher percentage than should be logical come true. I think they’re the result of reasoning going on at a subconscious level.) And it is a future I’d very much like us to avoid.

So, let things be done slowly. Advisedly. In the full eye of even the low information voters. Let us break through the logjam one at a time. Let us — for once — strive for hearts and minds.

If it means we don’t get our perp walks — maybe if we’re lucky one for two. For Christmas. We’ve been such good boys and girls — but we also don’t get unreasoning revenge? Probably a good trade.

Provided of course that the mechanisms and dark pathways that allowed the crimes to happen in the first place are corrected and sealed off. And that, I believe, is in the process of happening.

Guys, it’s been seven months. I know you expected more from seven months. On the other hand, it’s only been seven months. Take a deep breath. Possess your soul in patience. Start a diary of positive developments. Heck, share it with us because as with the outrages of the past, it’s easy to lose track of all the good that is happening.

Deep breath. As they said during Covid “we’re all in this together.” Only in this case it’s true. We’re all frustrated. We’re all angry.

And we, all of us, need to be strong, and let things unroll as fast as they can and no further.

Lest we wrest defeat from the jaws of victory.

Okay, I must ask: what is it with you and bats, anyway?

Again, whenever I post anything bat related, the fundraising is much much better.

Anyway, so, there’s the bats.

Now for the real thing, yeah, the fundraising has been limping a bit this year. Which is okay. It’s not an emergency. And it’s not like I’m going to shut down the blog if I don’t make enough. The blog money just makes it easier to explain to the family why I must make time to write a post or upload the memes or something, even on my “off” days.

The reason for fundraising and the reason bloggers on the right in general should fundraise:

Every blogger to the right of Lenin has paid the price in career, in wealth, in prospects. And that keeping us poor and meek is a great way to serve as a warning to others who would speak out. If you want to nullify the “warning,” consider donating.

Thank you to everyone who has donated.

If you wish to donate:

The Give Send Go is still active.

There is also paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) a couple years ago because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out another place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me physical stuff, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

Meanwhile for the much abused paying subscribers of my substacks and patreon: the earcs for No Man’s Land are coming — three volumes, each two weeks apart — because I consider if you pay for those subscriptions, you are automatically subscribed to my e-arcs. (And if you don’t know what an e-arc is, I’ll explain when they’re released. The first SHOULD be tomorrow except tomorrow there’s a ton of doctors’ appointments. So it might be Friday. I spent today doing dramatis personae list with pronunciation. I’d completely forgotten the API and it was like pulling teeth.) The first book is DONE save for final copyediting and minor fixes. (And the first book is three volumes.) The second story in the world is started (actually the second and the third, but who’s counting.)

However before I dive into the second story I’m going to take a couple of months and finish the books I promised and that you’ve been waiting for.

Meanwhile keep your fingers crossed for me with the doctors’ appointments. Maybe I can break off my body’s attempts to kill me for a while.

Let’s hope.

Prisoners of Lies

Again, from the top: if there was some experiment done in the twentieth century which forms the basis of lefty beliefs there is a high chance it was faked.

At the very least, the methodology is wrong and the data improperly collected. But actually, at least judging from the Mouse Utopia and the Stanford Prison Experiment?

It’s made up from whole cloth.

The Stanford Prison Experiment was supposed to explain how the horrors of Nazi Germany happened in the (at the time) most civilized place on Earth.

It studied this by having students divided into prisoners and guards. And supposedly it proved that, driven by peer pressure, these arbitrarily chosen prisoners and guards fell into their roles. Right?

It’s been quoted everywhere, over and over again.

Or did it?

Well, apparently not. This article admits that:

data collected from a thorough investigation of the SPE archives and
interviews with 15 of the participants in the experiment further
question the study’s scientific merit. These data are not only
supportive of previous criticisms of the SPE, such as the presence of
demand characteristics, but provide new criticisms of the SPE based on
heretofore unknown information. These new criticisms include the biased
and incomplete collection of data, the extent to which the SPE drew on a
prison experiment devised and conducted by students in one of
Zimbardo’s classes 3 months earlier, the fact that the guards received
precise instructions regarding the treatment of the prisoners, the fact
that the guards were not told they were subjects, and the fact that
participants were almost never completely immersed by the situation.

This one is a little more candid.

The Stanford Prison Experiment — the infamous 1971 exercise in which regular college students placed in a mock prison suddenly transformed into aggressive guards and hysterical prisoners — was deeply flawed, a new investigation reveals.

The participants in the experiment, who were male college students, didn’t just organically become abusive guards, reporter Ben Blum wrote in Medium. Rather, Philip Zimbardo, who led the experiment and is now a professor emeritus of psychology at Stanford University, encouraged the guards to act “tough,” according to newfound audio from the Stanford archive.

Moreover, some of the outbursts from the so-called prisoners weren’t triggered by the trauma of prison, Blum found. One student prisoner, Douglas Korpi, told Blum that he faked a breakdown so that he could get out of the experiment early to study for a graduate school exam. [7 Absolutely Evil Medical Experiments]

However, again, this is used everywhere, including by people on the right to prove that humans are sheep, completely influentiable and easy to convince to commit atrocities.

And for the left? For the left it creates their fear of any traditional role of authority. Because, you know, conformity is natural blind and inevitable and given a chance we’ll all become abusers and horrible torturers.

Part of their hysteria about what they thing we’re going to do to them is from this ridiculously fake “experiment.”

And their shameless behavior, the horrific things they do are also justified by this experiment. After all, if all humans are so terribly hapless and easily led, then not only can’t they help themselves and have a blank check to do whatever they want, but also they presume because all humans are so weak, and of course we must be weaker than they are, then we must be committing all sorts of atrocities just keeping them secret.

Again, if you hear of a “scientific experiment” which confirms that humans are horrible; there are too many humans; humans are the most horrible creatures in the world or perhaps the universe, chances are it’s not only flawed, but it’s complete bullshit.

Some humans are indeed terrible creatures. But not all. And big, powerful governments that try to re-engineer humanity are not proof against attrocities.

They are in fact the greatest predictors of atrocities.

The old song and dance! It’s been fairly lousy, so let’s see if the bats can do it!

Four more days.

Yes, I know it’s a nuisance. And I’m not going to claim that if I don’t get enough money I’ll shutter the blog because we all know I won’t. It will on the other hand make it harder to do this on weekends and holidays when my husband objects to my sitting up late or getting up early to put up the post. Which is fine. I’ve survived it for near on 20 years. I’m not going to wilt.

I’m just going to say every blogger to the right of Lenin has paid the price in career, in wealth, in prospects. And that keeping us poor and meek is a great way to serve as a warning to others who would speak out. If you want to nullify the “warning,” consider donating.

And thank you to everyone who donated.

For this year, I’ll (merely) give you ways to donate.

The Give Send Go is still active. (And to the person who compared me to Jerry Pournelle, G-d bless you.)

There is also paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) a couple years ago because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me physical stuff, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

And please, please, please do not send either a multitool of any kind of learning center for Indy. The cat with hand-paws and the engineer mind who yes indeed does understand English is already enough trouble as is.

And I’m THIS close to having the first third of NML ready for an earc. THIS close.

Bear with me. Yesterday was a serious problem with lots of asthma, which apparently is because of too much Canada in the air again… e-arc tomorrow.

Decadence and Wealth

When discussing the experiment of the Mouse Utopia, which, again, to recap, was completely faked, probably tried various habitats to get the results that fit with his preconceived notions (Calhoun’s Mouse Utopia) a friend suggested perhaps the mouse utopia suggested that having everything handed to you and not having to struggle was what caused the problems.

That I know this was never suggested as the meaning of Calhoun’s Utopia. Though, honestly, that’s probably only because they never thought of it, since the left, where he definitely was, love to claim that prosperity makes you weak and decadent.

It’s nonsense. If anything what the Mouse Utopia shows is that it’s a really bad idea to get captured by an alien species that sets up what they think is utopia for you and in the process stress you to a breaking point.

Most of the behaviors associated with “decadence” or in Calhoun’s mind, “overpopulation” are in fact stress behaviors, from over-grooming to infanticide to the entire issues the mice displayed.

For the mice, of course, is was being held captive by an alien species that dictated their every living condition.

For us…

Well, Russia tried very hard to convince us that it was because we were so wealthy. Think about it, the lie might even have been aimed mostly at their people. The USSR couldn’t give them food, it couldn’t give them even basic necessities. It certainly couldn’t give them luxuries. And even right after WWII with the rudimentary technology of the time, it was impossible to completely keep out that we were richer, happier, more free than they could ever hope to be.

This needed to be dealt with, and was, by convincing them that any aberrant behavior, any problems in our society were because of how rich we were. Wealth causes decadence, donchyouknow?

That of course filtered back here, partly because their useful idiots were… idiots. And were all through our society. Even as late as the eighties, in Charlotte NC, I remember reading some brain damaged journalist who had spent time in Russia, extolling how wonderful the ridiculously simple, stupid cartoons in Russia were compared to our cartoons. Because they were simple, of course, and stripped down. As someone who, after the revolution, endured a lot of programming from behind the iron curtain, I’d like to point out this was an exercise in self deception and insanity.

Of course (I don’t need to tell you) over here it hooked into our Puritan roots and a certain very strange idea that being rich is — somehow — sinful. Oh, there is a certain twist of that in all Christianity. It’s not real, meaning it’s not actual good doctrine, but it’s what people tend to get when they fixate on rich and camels and eyes of the needle and such and don’t look at the deeper meaning.

The end result of that is the whole idiotic idea that good times create weak men and hard times create strong men.

No, they don’t. As what remains of the Soviet Union, the various corrupt always on the edge of starvation South American banana republics, and the perpetual sh*t show that’s Africa can attest, what hard times create are … weasely men, slippery men, men who are lawless and shelfish and cruel. Hard times create barbarians, even if sometimes barbarians wear suits and ties. If Putin is your idea of a strong man (as opposed to a political strongman) you might be confused.

So, what caused the symptoms of degeneracy and decadence in the west? Which have worsened exponentially in the last half century?

Well…

Some decadence you shall always have with you. Look, people can find themselves purposeless and be of the kind that breaks at any level of wealth. Or we wouldn’t have such stories dating back what must have been dang near close to the Neolithic.

But mostly?

Mostly what seems to cause the symptoms of society coming apart? I.e. the men become drunkards (and gay), the women become whores, crime goes through the roof, children are destroyed (or never born)?

Being occupied.

It’s the way a culture comes apart when it’s been invaded and occupied by an alien culture.

But, you’ll say, this has never happened to us, ever.

Ah. What do you think happened when the socialists (national and for that matter international) captured the over culture and started trying to impose their “scientific” governance on the masses, and social engineering on a grand scale?

We’re doing all right, for having been occupied for pretty much a century now. We’re fighting back.

In the US we’re fighting harder because we have a healthy disrespect for the overculture, and because frankly disrespecting “our betters” is part of our culture.

We’re starting to win.

Heinlein believed humans — for good and ill — couldn’t be tamed. And frankly our puppet masters are not all that. They’re just Marxists.

“Were they ever really intelligent? By themselves, I mean? I don’t know, and I don’t know how we can ever find out.”

Fortunately, we don’t need to. We just need to remember not to let them manipulate us — the only thing they’re actually good at — and keep in mind that their cultish beliefs are not scientific and are not superior and bring about hell on Earth.

Communists bring about hard times. Stop them and thrive. There is no virtue in poverty and decadence.

UPDATE: Okay, okay, the song and dance. This one is dedicated to Imaginos.
Also, POLKA NEVER DIES!

(Sigh. I’m such a ridiculously indulgent blog mistress. Yes, I was a permissive parent too. I confess.)

Five more days. Four? Well, I took the 14th off, so this will go on through the nineteenth. sorry.

Yes, I know it’s a nuisance. And I’m not going to claim that if I don’t get enough money I’ll shutter the blog because we all know I won’t. It will on the other hand make it harder to do this on weekends and holidays when my husband objects to my sitting up late or getting up early to put up the post. Which is fine. I’ve survived it for near on 20 years. I’m not going to wilt.

I’m just going to say every blogger to the right of Lenin has paid the price in career, in wealth, in prospects. And that keeping us poor and meek is a great way to serve as a warning to others who would speak out. If you want to nullify the “warning,” consider donating.

And thank you to everyone who donated.

For this year, I’ll (merely) give you ways to donate.

The Give Send Go is still active. (And to the person who compared me to Jerry Pournelle, G-d bless you.)

There is also paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) a couple years ago because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me physical stuff, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

And please, please, please do not send either a multitool of any kind of learning center for Indy. The cat with hand-paws and the engineer mind who yes indeed does understand English is already enough trouble as is.

And I’m THIS close to having the first third of NML ready for an earc. THIS close.

Bear with me. (Why yes, the sinus infection is TRYING to come back. I’m fighting it.)

Okay, I have to say this

So, I’ve come, once more, to ask you to please get some awareness of when external forces are spinning you up for their own purposes.

No, I’m not talking about the regulars in this blog — not by and large — but about “the right” at large.

When a big firestorm comes out of nowhere, weeks — months — after other people were — rightly — outraged, and just as the left is losing its shield of corrupt judges and the administration is making some inroads — why would anyone think it was natural? Why in G-d’s green Earth?

Look I knew there was something weird going on with the Epstein files when Bondi first made a big show of having read the whole thing and how disgusting it was and then delivered… nothing.

At that point, looking at it, I had two choices:

1- She was played into making the earlier statement, then played into getting egg on her face. Bad show.

2- She was going to publish and someone stopped her. I.e. “Deep status interruptus.”

Either way, I was furious at it. Furious enough that I said — bad then — she should resign as she had just undermined the administration’s credibility.

When she wasn’t fired, by the man known for “You’re Fired” I figured it was one of two things: Trump either figured she was about the best he could get AND GET CONFIRMED right now (remember confirmation hearings and razor thin margins?) OR Trump also couldn’t defy the deep state.

And before you throw yourself on the floor screaming bloody murder on that last hypothesis, yeah. It’s entirely possible for Trump NOT TO BE CORRUPTED and yet to be unable to fight the deep state. We’re dealing with corruption stacked so deep that we might need to take it a corner, an edge, a bit at a time. Yes, it sucks. But honestly looking at the administration these last few months it’s exactly what it’s looked like to me.

You can have it fast and fall into a civil war as the deep state activates all its resources at once, or you can slowly undermine them until you can go for the central things.

No, it is not actually credible that Trump was “in the Epstein list” because if he had been, the Biden DOJ who had control of that list would have published it or at least published that bit of it, with corroboration, instead of going after washed up socialites and media personalities oh, and porn actresses to try to smear Trump.

Also the one thing we DO know is that Trump was the only one of the “elite” to turn on Epstein (supposedly when he figured out what Epstein was up to) and try to take him out.

And then, while I was recovering from travel, out of nowhere, not only is Epstein trending, but every single blog I frequent is full of people screaming that if Trump doesn’t fire Pam Bondi NOOOOOW (and possibly Patel and Bongino too) he’s a pedophile, and supporting pedophiles.

And twitter accounts are screaming that the administration is just all corrupted and co-opted by the deep state and if you tell these accounts they’re insane, they call you a pedophile-lover. Or scream about their feels that Trump promised he’d take down pedophiles and this is the most important thing right now.

The thing is…. is it the most important thing right now? And if so, why is it the most important thing right now? Sure, I don’t think Epstein killed himself. But he’s been dead now for…six years? And his list, such as it is, has been in the hands of the Biden administration funny fingers for that long.

But now, suddenly, if it’s not released this week, MAGA is going to take revenge on the administration and all is lost?

Give me a break. No, seriously. Also, go look at those accounts. Most of the accounts screaming on the blogs aren’t people I’ve seen there before. Twitter? I confess I don’t look closely at twitter accounts. Also those accounts can’t keep the Jew-hatred out of the screeds.

And then I noticed we’re not getting the screeds here, and you know the blog hygiene I practice for comments. (I forbid them from certain IPs including certain country IPs known for spamming blogs with dizinformazia posters.)

Do I know that’s why we haven’t got the crazy here? No. But it’s an indication.

Supposedly this is what Trump said about it:

I will notice this comes from a post in which the stalwart conservatives like Keith Olberman scream about how terrible this is. Considering that he’d thing the left getting back in power wonderful, I doubt what he thinks is terrible.

They ignore the fact that Trump says that the files were rewritten by the previous administration and instead scream Trump is shielding pedophiles. THESE ARE NOT CREDIBLE OR SANE PEOPLE. Even if they’re not AI generated. (And I’m not going to check.)

So to recap this: This is a campaign spun up by people who don’t wish Trump or the administration well. People who don’t wish the country well.

Before piling in and going screaming into the night, kindly consider that who wants you to do that.

Let me be quite obvious before some of you also start saying that I’m a mindless supporter of the administration, or that I support pedophiles (be your age!):

1- I think Pam Bondi and at least her immediate aids were spun on the Epstein stuff. I think they have egg on their faces.

2- I think it was stupid of Trump to promise to reveal the files. He had to know they were in the other party’s control and would be corrupt.

I kind of understand that he can be very naive around some things, and one of those things is how corrupt or not the bureaucrats in the lower reaches of the government were or are. He seemed to believe in “our institutions” way too much for my taste.

3- Pam Bondi is obviously the best he can get right now, and BE CONFIRMED or Trump would be making other arrangements.

4- Trump such as he is is obviously the best we can get right now and get elected, and like he says we should concentrate on cleaning the elections first before we go saying we’ll punish him or what not.

5- No I don’t think this will affect the midterms. I don’t think this is grassroots at all. Epstein file has always been an obsession of the extremely online. People care more about things like grocery prices. And jobs.

6- All that said, there have been unprecedented pedo-ring arrests and people who know have told me that there is work being done on the list, but around and looking into how it was changed to maybe finally make arrests. It won’t be easy or quick. Me? I don’t know and I’m not telling you that’s true. Just that it’s a possibility.

7- Trump is not going to say he was wrong. Why? Because he’s not stupid. He’s been online a long time. Never apologize. Never backtrack. Just move on. Any admission of error will be used by the left to destroy you. You’ve seen this. I’ve seen this. Trump has certainly seen this. So if he was a dumbass in promising the list, he’ll just brush it off.

Right now, though, I’m going to ask you to stop, take a deep breath and ask yourself if we’d be better off with the left in control. Because those are your options. And I want to tell you that no, you won’t be better off with the left in control.

When these campaigns spin up THEY ARE NEVER FROM THE PEOPLE. THEY ARE NEVER IN YOUR BEST INTERESTS.

8- No, we’re not going to lose the midterms from this, because twitter is NOT in fact America. The left learned this. Learn from their mistakes.

9- If you throw away this miraculous chance we got to search for some mythical perfect, you are in fact an idiot. They had their claws at our neck. We managed to sweep them aside using Trump. But now you want to throw it all away because Trump is not a perfect person or a perfect president.

10-If that’s the case you might consider that what you actually want is not a country in which my children and grandchildren can live, but heaven. And you’re willing to burn Earth into hell to get to heaven. Everyone who tried that, ever, only found hell forever.

I’m not even going to fundraise on this post. Partly because half of you — even the regulars — are going to try to pick a fight with me.

I hate to do this kind of post on fundraising weeks. This tells you how upset I am at the ridiculous “falling for the psy-ops again.”

PLEASE don’t. Consider — in the bowels of Christ — that you’re being made a pawn of people who want us all dead.

Book Promo And Vignettes By Luke, Mary Catelli and ‘Nother Mike

Book Promo

If you wish to send us books for next week’s promo, please email to bookpimping at outlook dot com. If you feel a need to re-promo the same book do so no more than once every six months (unless you’re me or my relative. Deal.) One book per author per week. Amazon links only. Oh, yeah, by clicking through and buying (anything, actually) through one of the links below, you will at no cost to you be giving a portion of your purchase to support ATH through our associates number. A COMMISSION IS EARNED FROM EACH PURCHASE.*Note that I haven’t read most of these books (my reading is eclectic and “craving led”,) and apply the usual cautions to buying. I reserve the right not to run any submission, if cover, blurb or anything else made me decide not to, at my sole discretion.SAH

FROM PAM UPHOFF: Family Fortune (Chronicles of the Fall Book 17)

Why would Captain Mishka Nix of the Security Bureau be called out for a simple runaway servant? Except . . . there’s something odd going on . . . even before Lord Saveli Solovsky took a fatal fall down a flight of stairs.

Anzor ought to be a rich kid, getting ready for his Presentation. Not that he minds hanging out on a raw Colony World, but the pretenses are piling up and when the police show up to tell him his father is dead, he’d better be wary and word things carefully . . . so they aren’t actual lies . . .

FROM ALMA T. C. BOYKIN: Hunter of Darkness: Familiar Generations Book Nine

Not all ghosts wait for darkness …

Summer passes quickly as Jude Tainuit assists fellow deputies and teaches young magic workers. Then a trap laid on an unquiet grave snaps, triggering a search through the past for names and hints. A surprise at another grave warns that more than angry ghosts walks in Devon County’s summer shadows.

Who troubles graves, graves all connected by blood, or rage, or both? What does the sorcerer hope to gain? And why does the taste of the man’s magic seem almost familiar? Jude struggles to solve the mysteries while raising a family and bemoaning the start of both football and pumpkin pie seasons.

Dark magic moves, power that taxes all the cunning and control of the Hunter of Darkness.

FROM HOLLY CHISM: Soul Inheritance

Fresh out of college, Evelyn Alexander’s first order of business was finding a place to live. One she could afford on her small inheritance before her job started. None of the local rental agencies had anything in her price range, but…she found a small Victorian house for sale, the only one mostly untouched in a decaying neighborhood of subdivided rental houses.

Complete with a ghost. A very attractive ghost. A very attractive ghost with a strong dislike of the idea of anyone changing his house. So, of course, she bought it. A cranky ghost for a roommate was still a better option than the tiny studio with criminal neighbors.

Between working to restore her new house, embezzlement at work and a murder next door, Evelyn has her hands full. As she works to get on her feet as a productive adult (and not fall in love with a ghost she can’t have), the problems start to snowball. And it’s only compounded by learning that her house has far more secrets than just a single, cranky (attractive) ghost…

https://amzn.to/3GFbGXoFROM NATHAN C. BRINDLE: A Huntress on the Rocks (Timelines Universe Book 4)

A young military intelligence agent. Hunting a murderous drug dealer across a floating city on a water world light-years from Earth – with only his name, and a vague description of what he might look like. Will she finally find her quarry and bring him to justice, or will cases of mistaken identity mean she’ll simply end up

A Huntress on the Rocks

(A Delaney Wolff Fox story)

FROM RACONTEUR PRESS, WITH A STORY BY ANDREW MILBOURNE: Vice Noir (Raconteur Press Anthologies Book 56)

When we opened the call for Vice Noir, I wrote:
“The protagonist I am looking for in Vice Noir is a little different than the standard noir central character. Your standard noir detective knows the abyss and has armoured himself against it. He fights monsters, because someone has to, and his moral code demands that someone stand in the breach. His moral code is more externally focused: ‘Someone has to do it.’ The Vice Noir protagonist, on the other hand, has looked into the abyss … and the abyss winked. He lives in the bright sunshine, among pretty people — because the night, the alleys, and the adrenaline are way too attractive, too addictive, too comfortable … and he knows it. He is Sonny Crockett, living on a yacht with a gator named Elvis; he is Fiddler, in his beach cottage, with his lime tree, and his koi; both of them trying to build up the antibodies before the abyss whispers, and they leap headlong. Again.”

Of the forty stories I received, I had to pick ten that conveyed the spirit I was looking for; and I’m not going to lie – it was damned difficult doing so.

I hope this selection hits the right notes. If it does, that’s all on the authors. If not, that’s all on me.

Buckle up, gentle readers. Grab your Ray-Bans, fire up your 1980s pop hits, and get ready to smile back when the teeth come out.

I give you: Vice Noir.

https://amzn.to/44Y7WtgFROM JOHN BAILEY: The Phantom Compass: An Odyssey of Mystery and Mastery (Chasing Phantoms Book 2)

The Phantom Compass: An Odyssey of Mystery and Mastery

In the vibrant spring of 1927, the Hawthorne and Caldwell families—Ned, a former codebreaker; Clara, a skilled nurse; Theo, a meticulous geologist; Margaret, a sharp historian; and their children, Jack and Lily—embark on a thrilling global adventure sparked by a cryptic telegram and a mysterious brass compass. Set against the backdrop of a post-Great War world, The Phantom Compass: An Odyssey of Mystery and Mastery weaves a tale of intrigue, unity, and discovery as the family chases spectral illusions orchestrated by a shadowy syndicate.

From the cherry blossoms of Washington, D.C., to the crimson-lit Acropolis of Athens, the golden dunes of Morocco’s Sahara, and the misty peaks of Machu Picchu, the family unravels a series of elaborate deceptions—phantom oases, glowing ridges, and sapphire spires—each tied to stolen treasures and rising powers testing the waters of a fragile peace. Ned’s athletic prowess and cipher-cracking skills, Clara’s calm under pressure, Theo’s analytical precision, and Margaret’s historical insights blend seamlessly with Jack’s vivid sketches and Lily’s sharp ears, turning each challenge into a triumph of wit and teamwork.

As they zigzag across continents—South Africa’s Drakensberg Mountains, Australia’s Uluru, Peru’s Andes, and Canada’s Niagara Falls—the family confronts pre-Nazi scouts, smugglers, and local legends, dismantling illusions crafted with surplus technology and cunning. Each adventure yields a keepsake—a carved camel, an opal pendant, a maple syrup bottle—adding to Jack’s sketchbook and Lily’s “phantom notes,” symbols of their growing legacy. Culminating in San Francisco’s bustling waterfront in 1931, the family uncovers the truth behind their compass, a relic of the Order of the Saffron Veil, designed to thwart a wartime smuggling network. With their mission complete, they reflect on a journey that tested their courage and deepened their bond, leaving the door open for future quests.

Perfect for fans of historical adventure and family-driven mysteries, The Phantom Compass blends vivid settings, rich historical detail, and heartwarming unity. This gripping tale of chasing phantoms across a world on the brink of change will captivate readers who love puzzles, exploration, and the enduring strength of family.

FROM M. C. A. HOGARTH: Healer’s Wedding (The Fallowtide Sequence Book 1)

Nearly a year has passed since the conclusion of the Chatcaavan War… which means it’s time for Jahir and Sediryl to marry, and Sediryl to kneel for the coronet of the imperial heir! All their allies are gathering to celebrate, from the expected, like the Queen Ransomed and Lisinthir, to mentors and friends from years past. But life doesn’t pause for momentous events, no matter how joyous or anticipated. There are issues Jahir and Sediryl have yet to resolve, issues that reflect the greater challenges besetting their world and the Alliance. Before they can join hands for the wedding cloth, they’ll have to face at least one of those challenges… and it won’t be the first.

Healer’s Wedding, Book 1 in the Jubilee Summer duology, brings together the characters from Her Instruments, Dreamhealers, and Princes’ Game for a capstone season of politics and pleasure. Return to the homeworld of the Eldritch and the company of friends!

FROM SARAH A. HOYT: Darkship Thieves

Athena Hera Sinistra never wanted to go to space. Never wanted see the eerie glow of the Powerpods. Never wanted to visit Circum Terra. She never had any interest in finding out the truth about the Darkships. You always get what you don’t ask for.
When an intruder in her bedroom forces Athena to flee her father’s luxury cruiser in a tiny lifeboat, her escape leads her straight to the legendary Darkships—mysterious vessels that steal Earth’s power supply. And into the life of the pilot of the Darkship.

Thrust into a hidden asteroid colony and hunted by powerful enemies, Athena discovers shocking truths about her father’s empire and her own identity. As she navigates this dangerous new reality, what began as a fight for survival becomes a battle for freedom that could transform humanity’s future.

Winner of the Prometheus Award—a pulse-pounding space adventure where liberty hangs in the balance and nothing is as it seems.

FROM BLAKE SMITH: Hartington Abroad

Jeriah Hartington is far from home. Born into a wealthy family, he is now reduced to poverty. In desperation, he signs on to a ship headed for the planet XKF-36. Their mission? To search for colonists who’ve been lost nearly as long as Jeriah has been alive.

Jeriah fully anticipates an adventure as they travel into the unknown wilderness. He never expected to find living people, eager to tell the tale of their sufferings. But their hair-raising account could be the downfall of everyone on the planet, even their rescuers. For a villain lurks within the ship’s crew, and no one can say who he might be.

FROM LEIGH KIMMEL: Technoserf

The Madrian Empire rules worlds as numerous as the grains of sand on a beach. When the Madrians conquered Roby’s homeworld, they brought him to this godforsaken lump of a world, to toil at their will.

Now the Gate has failed, leaving them without communications or transport to the rest of the Empire. When Roby identifies the problem, he’s offered a chance to fix it.

Roby now faces a quandry. Even if he can repair the damage, should he? Will he be better off reunited with the masters’ metropole? Or will he only complicate a difficult life?

Vignettes by Luke, Mary Catelli and ‘Nother Mike.

So what’s a vignette? You might know them as flash fiction, or even just sketches. We will provide a prompt each Sunday that you can use directly (including it in your work) or just as an inspiration. You, in turn, will write about 50 words (yes, we are going for short shorts! Not even a Drabble 100 words, just half that!). Then post it! For an additional challenge, you can aim to make it exactly 50 words, if you like.

We recommend that if you have an original vignette, you post that as a new reply. If you are commenting on someone’s vignette, then post that as a reply to the vignette. Comments — this is writing practice, so comments should be aimed at helping someone be a better writer, not at crushing them. And since these are likely to be drafts, don’t jump up and down too hard on typos and grammar.

If you have questions, feel free to ask.

Your writing prompt this week is: TENDER

BLOG FUNDRAISER 2025

Yes, I know it’s a nuisance. And I’m not going to claim that if I don’t get enough money I’ll shutter the blog because we all know I won’t. It will on the other hand make it harder to do this on weekends and holidays when my husband objects to my sitting up late or getting up early to put up the post. Which is fine. I’ve survived it for near on 20 years. I’m not going to wilt.

I’m just going to say every blogger to the right of Lenin has paid the price in career, in wealth, in prospects. And that keeping us poor and meek is a great way to serve as a warning to others who would speak out. If you want to nullify the “warning,” consider donating.

And thank you to everyone who donated.

For this year, I’ll (merely) give you ways to donate.

The Give Send Go is still active. Lately I’ve gotten more disenchanted with them, though. Not only have they hosted fundraisers for the kid who stabbed the track star through the heart, but there was some appearance of encouraging racialist bs. True or not? Don’t know. Haven’t looked that closely. Still, that and the fact they calculate how much of the raised money you actually get in some weird way makes them less than shiny.

So, what else is there? Well, there is paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)
So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me physical stuff, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

And please, please, please do not send either a multitool of any kind of learning center for Indy. The cat with hand-paws and the engineer mind who yes indeed does understand English is already enough trouble as is.

I’m very grateful to all who contributed and all who might contribute to those who buy and push my books, and to those who leave reviews.

If you’re a subscriber to substack or patreon, I’ve treated you very badly, largely because of my health this past year. At some point I became too embarrassed to post updates that amount to “Yeah, still sick. I’ll try to post later.” I don’t think they’re entertaining and I feel like hiding under the bed.

On the other hand, no, I didn’t abandon you and I feel tremendously guilty about it.

For the record, I am better, and I do intend to return to posting regularly in both patreon and both substacks. I’m just trying not to rush it and make myself too sick to function again.

Also for the record, no, I don’t know why the health collapse and neither does my doctor. We have appointments booked with — I swear — every kind of specialist who might give me a clue. If/when I figure it out I’ll let you know, but it’s quite possibly “Autoimmune is trying to kill me again.”

Anyway, there will be earcs for No Man’s Land (which will be three volumes for reasons of being a huge book) and those subscribed to the substack for pay (Or those who recently lapsed and whom I’ll reinstate) will get them as a matter of course. For those not subscribed, there will be a way to buy. I haven’t sent it yet, because I also need to upload it for pre-order at the same time and I haven’t got my ducks in a row enough to do it. (I think one of them is a buzzard.)

And So the Memes Have Come!

This will be going on until the 18th of July.

This is the reason for doing a fundraiser.

If you read this blog a few times a week and feel like donating, I’m tremendously grateful.

If you read this blog and don’t feel like donating, that’s fine too. Your presence is appreciated.

The Give Send Go is still active. Lately I’ve gotten more disenchanted with them, though. Not only have they hosted fundraisers for the kid who stabbed the track star through the heart, but there was some appearance of encouraging racialist bs. True or not? Don’t know. Haven’t looked that closely. Still, that and the fact they calculate how much of the raised money you actually get in some weird way makes them less than shiny.

So, what else is there? Well, there is paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me physical stuff, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

Please, please, please do not send Indy a multi-tool. I realize this is probably futile pleading, but he’s enough trouble as it is. No, seriously. If you want me to have time to write, don’t send Indy a multitool.

And that’s it for now. A heartfelt thank you to anyone who contributes, thinks about contributing or (“merely”) leaves a nice review on one of my books.

You guys keep me what passes for sane around these parts. Thanks you.

Smelling A Rat

By now, if you’re not looking suspicioustly at all the “scientific” experiments of the twentieth century that proved that communism was scientific and the left’s ideas about humans were right, you are a beautiful soul, full of trust and the milk of human kindness.

Also you should seek help for that massive concussion and the attendant mental confusion.

Look, in the nineteenth century, science as defined mostly by engineering brought an amazing improvement on the general quality of life, etc. (And if you’re going to weeb about the “dark Satanic mills” I really am going to demand you get a brain scan. At this point if you’re not in doubt about that stuff, concussion really is likely.) Yes, there were critiques, mostly of it being inhumane, mostly from the deposed elites that lost out to the improvements, or from power-starved people. (BIRM. Here I should point out most of the “romantic” and socialist complaints about industrial progress were an aristocratic opinion. Most Americans don’t know that. And yet it was true.)

And then in the twentieth the people who hated industrial progress or improvement in human life that was bringing out true equality of odds and meritocracy fought back with “science.”

Suddenly a bunch of studies “proved” that humans, in general were horrible and that we’d extinguish ourselves, destroy the world, etc. unless taken in hand by our betters. Our betters in that case and by that time were largely defined by the people doing these “studies” and they promised to usher in an era of complete justice, utter equality, and of course safety under their absolute enlightened rule. In other words, our betters in this case were largely communists by any other name.

So — How do you know the Earth is overpopulated? I mean, other than UN statistics? (And if you believe the UN on ANYTHING I really, really, really must demand that you get a catscan for that massive concussion.)

Do you really believe that somewhere, in an African country known for tribal strife, someone is going out and hand-counting everyone? That most people are born in the hospital? That accurate vital statistics are kept? Do you believe any of this for a random third world country? (The only ones where population is “increasing”.) Do you truly, as someone or other put it (I really can’t remember who) Arab countries send someone into the desert to not only count every Bedouin, but also to make sure they’re not counted more than once?

My sweet Summer child, we, the mighty United States of America, arguably (or undoubtedly) the most organized, best equipped country in this sorry sobbing world can’t tell how many people live here. Heck, we can’t tell how many people live in any given city.

This is because people largely lie. They lie enthusiastically, happily and often randomly. Which is a good thing as it prevents the hungry for power from getting a handle on us. The appropriate answer to “What are you doing?” from a stranger is “None of your business.”

In the US the sources of confusion are people who receive government help per capita “inventing” more children (Often by physically borrowing the neighbors) to get the “more help.”

Globally, I suggest, it’s much the same.

So, we don’t know how many people there are in the world.

More importantly, we don’t know how many people are too many. The more we plunge into the statements of Paul Ehrlich the more we realize their deciding a-priori and then making up stuff to “prove’ we have a population bomb going came from an emotion response to “lots of people” + “poverty”. In Ehrlich’s case, the benighted masses in some Indian cities. The fact that we can have the same population density and absolutely no bad effects in prosperous Western towns just baffles them.

I was shocked when P. J. O’Rourke pointed out that at NYC population densities, we could have the entire population of the world in a US state, and leave the rest of the Earth pristine. (BTW bad idea to make those analogies near the left. They take it as an instruction. It’s an image, not a serious proposition for cultural and other reasons. So the WEF can take its fifteen minute cities and its open borders, fold them all in corners and stick them where the sun don’t shine.)

And yet, everyone knows that overpopulation is terrible and means the end of humanity. (And that it must be combated by an all-powerful government, of course.) And really we must all stop reproducing before we destroy the world.

Also, overpopulation will render us extinct, anyway, or at least cause such behaviors that will destroy civilization.

AND THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT: Humans can’t help themselves and will keep reproducing till they become extinct.

How do we know? Well it’s scientific. It’s from Calhoun’s 1960s Mouse Utopia experiment, of course!

And …. and you should really follow that link.

Turns out like most such studies the mouse utopia is not only irreproducible, it might never have been managed, even once.

Mouse Utopia is almost completely unpublished. Despite working on it and similar experiments with NIMH funding for decades (he “continued to work on his research results until his death on September 7, 1995”), Calhoun appears to have published almost nothing substantive about his research, limited to a handful of short summary articles or passing references. (Calhoun’s 1963 book The Ecology and Sociology of the Norway Rat describes only his “quarter-acre” experiments which ended in June 1949, before the NIH experiments on overcrowding.) The major citation for his Mouse Utopia experiments is the aforementioned 1962 Scientific American article (published 33 years before his death), which consists of 9 pages of popular writing, of which about half is generic illustrations of mice (rather than data-based figures or plots or tables). Calhoun 1963, “The Social Use of Space” touches briefly on behavioral sinks & mortality in some of the earlier experiments. Calhoun 1971, “Space and the Strategy of Life” presents a brief display of data from “Universe 14” and “Universe 15” but goes into more detail about 25 unspecified universes done to followup the Kessler 1966 thesis and mentions that they are following Universe 25, still waiting for it to actually collapse.7 The article Calhoun1 973, “Death Squared: The Explosive Growth and Demise of a Mouse Population”⁠, begins with an extended analogy to the Book of Revelation, and presents some limited information on Universe 25, which has only halved in population at this point.

His 1970 article, for example, is just a redaction of the 1962 one, and despite apparently consulting Calhoun’s manuscripts at the NLM, Ramsden & Adams 2009 shed little light on Calhoun’s research or cite much beyond the 1962 article. (Considering how little he published, it’s surprising that NIMH funded Calhoun until 1983, leading to what describe as a “forced retirement” in 1986—apparently Calhoun was unable to get funding anywhere else. One wonders why NIMH dropped Calhoun, and why he was unable to get further funding given how high-profile and important his results are.)

This causes considerable confusion in reading since it’s unclear what papers refer to what. The 1962 article describes high infant mortality (infanticide is common in rodents) but not collapse in unidentified ‘universes’, which are not the famous Universe 25, which was started later; Calhoun 1971 had not yet seen a collapse in Universe 25; Marsden 1972 describes a population in slight decline and extrapolates out to possible collapse in a single unspecified universe; while Calhoun 1973 article shows a graph of a universe’s population definitely decreasing and apparently doomed by sterility & aging, which is identified as Universe 25. Are these all the same population, and if not, how many different ‘series’ or ‘universes’ are being described? How many exhibited the ‘senescence’ phase, much less population collapse? (Indeed, how many were done in total?)

So, at the basis of the certainty there are too many humans and that human overpopulation is a terrible thing; at the heart of things like Extinction Rebellion, the push for unfettered abortion; the certainty that women’s higher purpose is NEVER to be wives and mothers? At the heart of all of it is a giant lie perpetrated for self-aggrandizement by a man who couldn’t even prove that over-population is bad FOR MICE who are kept in a completely controlled environment and messed with over and over and over again.

I told a friend last night that if anything the Mouse Utopia proved that having someone mess with your society to try to make it fail was a bad idea. His answer was “And it could only work because mice don’t have the second amendment.”

Of course, neither does most of the world. We do. But it is of limited use if we believe the lies and let them get into our head.

Which is how we’ve come to the verge of a demographic collapse, if I’m reading economic and other signals right.

It’s time to stop believing the well-propagandized liars. And to reclaim our humanity.

It’s time to reproduce and create more humans. Not only because this is what humans were designed to do, and there’s an inescapable rightness in generation succeeding generation, no. But because we are humans and the measure of everything for us is human. The striped tri winged butterfly might be very pretty, but if you wouldn’t sacrifice all of them for a single human, you really should have that concussion looked into.

It’s time to start valuing more humans, not fewer. Because without humans, humanity quite literally has no meaning and no future.

Frankly not well. After a promising and actually amazing first day, it’s been limping along, largely ignored. Honestly, I think this is because I’m not doing enough of a song and dance about it.

HOWEVER I must plead (alms for the writer) that this change because OTHERWISE I’m going to get pushed into doing a winter one again. And frankly? I don’t wanna.

It’s bad enough this will go on till 7/18.

Anyway, so some dancing:


This is the reason for doing a fundraiser. THIS IS NOT AN EMERGENCY. Don’t hurt yourself.

If you read this blog a few times a week and feel like donating, I’m tremendously grateful.

The Give Send Go is still active. Lately I’ve gotten more disenchanted with them, though. Not only have they hosted fundraisers for the kid who stabbed the track star through the heart, but there was some appearance of encouraging racialist bs. True or not? Don’t know. Haven’t looked that closely. Still, that and the fact they calculate how much of the raised money you actually get in some weird way makes them less than shiny.

So, what else is there? Well, there is paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)
So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out another place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And if you want to give me something perishable or bulky, it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

Please, please, please do not send Indy a multi-tool. I realize this is probably futile pleading, but he’s enough trouble as it is. No, seriously. If you want me to have time to write, don’t send Indy a multitool.

And that’s it for now. A heartfelt thank you to anyone who contributes, thinks about contributing or (“merely”) leaves a nice review on one of my books.

You are all appreciated, and I hope you know it.

In Search Of Missing Time

I’ve mentioned before that there is a wild theory on youtube that we somehow stopped in… the early oughts. I think. Or maybe the nineties.

Look, I wasn’t paying attention, there were cats, and furthermore there probably are theories about every decade since the nineties.

The idea is crazy — though perhaps slightly less crazy than Phillip K. Dick’s idea that time stopped in the first century A.D. and we’ve been hallucinating everything this — but what they are seeing is true. It’s just not attributable to time effects, of course.

The reason they’re convinced this happened is that you can look at pictures of the last century, you can tell which decade it is… until around the 2000s.

Now all fashions blend, people dress however and they are incapable of telling what decade they’re in. Therefore, time must have stopped. Right?

Nonsense.

The entire “look” of the decades, the things that were popular in each, etc. etc., all that was a creation not of time but of mass media, a unified centralized means of communication, and, of course, the fashion industry.

What fracture was not time but the centralized, unified voice from above dictating what we must all now wear, believe, concentrate on.

In its place we have decentralized, individual decisions, views, looks, and of course, individual experiences reported by individuals. We have the ability to hear first hand accounts and decide for ourselves.

Sure, are there influencers, and fads? Social media mobs and general insanity?

Sure. Sure there are. But they’re not unified. And those who stick out, who have different opinions and who can back them up don’t have to feel isolated, alone, or like they are the last person who sees things differently.

I know it is tempting to imagine that the world was better when everyone was “unified.” And part of the feeling we have is because that unified world, by and large, was the world of our childhoods, before we became aware that we were being told lies, or that there were reasons to dissent. Of course as Odds we were perhaps always a little odd man out, but it was comforting having a unified something to rebel against.

And I know for a fact — because I’ve hit it — that having to decide everything for yourself can get overwhelming and you can get decision fatigue. I also know from observation (because of course I’m forever young) that as one gets older one wants some certainties to lean into and not to have to reevaluate things every day and every hour.

On the other hand, that was a false paradise, and it was always oppressive. No? Look how FDR managed to hold on to his image as a wonderful person who saved us from the depression, how it all filtered into the history books. Look how easy it was in the sixties for the media and a centralized intelligentsia to upend everything when it pleased them. And to — objectively — used that to defeat our own country’s military might by convincing people the war was lost.

It’s different now. If the media had had the control it once had — oh, even in the nineties — they’ve have managed to convince people that Obama really was that amazing, a genius for the ages, and probablyt hat he should have a third and fourth terms.

Heck, if the centralized media and opinion makers had the control they once had they wouldn’t have needed to throw everything they had at making people scared. They had to lock the entire nation up and fool most of the world in order to install… Biden. And then it all turned to ashes and dust in their mouths, because of course the world didn’t work the way they wanted it to, and they couldn’t keep their lies up once people started breaking free of the fear.

And for this they burned all their credibility and what remained of their power.

So now? No unified everything. Time is fine. It’s the fake unified vision that is gone.

And we have to make decisions and choose our own path by ourselves, amid differing social media spells, foreign trolls, falsely inflated influencers and all that.

On the other hand: we can make decisions. We can choose.

Places like this exist. Places like this blog exist, and I don’t know about you, but it kept me alive — I won’t say sane — through the mass-insanity of 2020.

And we can elect people that the elite despises (I might or might not have have spent a very cheering evening recently watching the media react to the election results in 2024. I never claimed to be nice.)

What’s a little disagreement or crazy people being afraid of time having stopped when you get to make up your mind and choose your own path. And most of all know you’re not alone.

The certainties of the past are gone. And it’s not going to be all beer and skittles. OTOH we have a chance at building the future.

Sursum corda. Be not afraid.

This will be going on until the eighteenth of July.

This is the reason for doing a fundraiser. THIS IS NOT AN EMERGENCY. Don’t hurt yourself.

If you read this blog a few times a week and feel like donating, I’m tremendously grateful.

If you read this blog and don’t feel like donating, that’s fine too.

If you wish you could donate but can’t, consider buying one of my books (hopefully a bunch coming out starting next month… Yeah, i am better) and if you like it leaving a review. If you’ve read my books and enjoyed them, consider leaving a review. If you can — and have something you know well — consider sending me a guest post to give me a “free day.” (No guarantees of acceptance, of course.)

I’d like to say I’m doing better and will be better at following through on rewards. But I still have them pending from other years, because the last four years have been a slow upward battle. I am better, but I’m not adding to that backlog. (Though I’ll continue trying to fulfill promises long overdue.)

For this year, I’ll (merely) give you ways to donate.

The Give Send Go is still active. Lately I’ve gotten more disenchanted with them, though. Not only have they hosted fundraisers for the kid who stabbed the track star through the heart, but there was some appearance of encouraging racialist bs. True or not? Don’t know. Haven’t looked that closely. Still, that and the fact they calculate how much of the raised money you actually get in some weird way makes them less than shiny.

So, what else is there? Well, there is paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

Please, please, please do not send Indy a multi-tool. I realize this is probably futile pleading, but he’s enough trouble as it is. No, seriously. If you want me to have time to write, don’t send Indy a multitool.

And that’s it for now. A heartfelt thank you to anyone who contributes, thinks about contributing or (“merely”) leaves a nice review on one of my books.

Every little bit helps, said the old lady– wait…. ahem. … I wouldn’t do that in the ocean!

Seriously, every review, every book buy, every donation: it all helps keeping me doing what I do. So, thank you.

Unevenly Distributed

There was a sentence in a PJ O’Rourke book. I can’t remember which book, and I can’t quote the sentence exactly, but it was something like “The future is here, it’s just unevenly distributed.”

The fact is the future/progress/innovation is always unevenly distributed.

It’s only in books and movies that you get a new thing and everyone adopts it or starts using it, everywhere at once. That has never happened, ever.

And it’s not just a being able to afford it, or even a matter of being able to use it or having an understanding of how it works. It’s that people adopt things when they feel comfortable with them.

We tend to be — in this household — interested in the new stuff. Not taking to it blindly, mind, but finding things that are useful to us and using them. This in general means we ping people as being ten to twenty years younger than we are. (I got pulled into a “now you’re forty” group on FB. I haven’t laughed that hard since I was pulled into an atheist group. I am my own grandpa, and all that. Also, get off my lawn.)

Since we’re not actually stupid about it, we don’t pay the innovator’s tax. That is, we don’t buy the brand spanking new tech that might or might not work. Mostly because we’re not stupid, but also because we’re in general fairly broke. And also because … well, we know better from watching that first stage of cool.

It’s not that I don’t want it. I wanted a kindle since it had a weird green screen. But it was really expensive and you know what, I could get a used PDA ten years out of fashion, and use it as an ebook reader fro about $20. And I did.

But I did adopt ebooks early. Because frankly taking 100 books in electronic form was a lot cheaper than taking a suitcase of books to a vacation overseas, and the … functionality was attractive.

However, how many people still never have tried an ebook, and not for lack of funds, either. (Yes, yes, I know. Some people like paper books for other reasons. Frankly, I never understood the point of ink, paper, the smell. Fine. Whatever. I’m not everyone, but I got into it for the story. And electronic is an easier and cheaper way to deliver the story. On top of which of course as I get older reading the kindle is really the only way to read, because of the higher contrast of letters and background. But that’s something else.)

Then there are blogs. I gave up on newspapers at least twenty years ago.

Meanwhile my husband is only catching up with alternate news now. On the other hand, he is fully into… well… I can’t tell you what because I don’t get it. But whatever the new tech or computer language he’s obsessed with until he figures it out and moves on to the next thing. (It’s not lack of trying to pull me in. I just don’t have a use for the parts of the future he’s interested in.)

When all of you keep screaming “But how can people not be outraged at x” that is all over the blogs, all I can think is how my husband routinely comes to me with some great revelation he just found, which has been on blogs and alternate news media for… six months on average. Because that’s not what he’s interested in and he’s not a political addict. And at that, he’s probably more interested in politics, just from living with me than the average person.

In the same way, I find myself being asked by new writers how to break into trad pub, because — they say — otherwise they’ll never be published, and I hit my head against the wall, because for the last ten years — while most fiction writers make very little money on average — indie writers have out-earned trad pub writers, sometimes substantially.

So, what is all this in the name of?

The disaster in Texas. While the democrats, natch, are screaming about how it’s all the fault of cuts — cuts I tell you! — in various agencies, and the right is screaming back that the cuts haven’t gone into effect (true) and that the warnings went out anyway (also true) they’re both (all) missing the true point.

It doesn’t matter how many flood warnings were sent. What matters is if they were received.

Look, we have a weather radio in the home. I got it three years ago, when I realized that all other forms of warning were iffy.

When I was an exchange student 44 years ago, there was usually a TV on in the house. And periodically it would scream, and we’d know some weather horribad was headed for us. I thought that people were getting warned over nothing (that’s something else. And people have mentioned the cry wolf possibilities, but that’s not the only problem) but we all heard it. Honestly, although back then as now I wasn’t that fond of TV, if I were in my room doing something, I’d be listening to the radio. Now while that’s not true for everyone, chances are that on average people would have heard the warnings however serious those warnings were.

Now, if we’re out of the house and away from the weather radio? Sure we have our phones always with us, and you’d think they were really useful. You’d think, and largely you’d be wrong.

Despite my having location on at various times, (mostly because I need to) in the last couple of months I’ve had warnings for severe weather in… Chicago Illinois and … Denver. Not only do I not live anywhere near those locations, but I haven’t been in one in…. 12? 14 years? And in the other in 2 years. Why did I get those warnings? I don’t know. But almost everyone has had wrong warnings. Which means even if you get the right warnings (and how many of us have location on all the time? Come on.) you might ignore it, because you get wrong ones more often. The chances of ignoring a warning are high.

And then there’s the multiple warnings you get from a weather radio. Or at least I do. I swear if there’s a thunderstorm anywhere in the next five adjacent zipcodes, I get it. And what they expect me to do about it, I don’t know, except perhaps stand in the middle of the street screaming “Stop” which I don’t think would go well.

Anyway, the point is that the vanishing of the mass media and the “everyone does this thing” lifestyle of the past leaves necessary warnings sort of limbo. Sure, some people will get it. But what about the people who are not in whatever form you’re sending the warning out on?

What about people who don’t watch tv/are on a cell phone diet/only watch cable etc. etc. etc?

Your end result will be patchy and weird, because…. things are changing, but the change isn’t a wave. It’s little eddies and advances and retreats.

When I talk about the catastrophic part of rapid technological innovation? This is part of what I’m talking about.

Things are changing weirdly and not all at the same time, and when you need to communicate something to everyone at once it’s almost impossible because people aren’t all living in the same time period, technology and entertainment speaking. Some are at the forefront, some are at the rearguard, and some are in parallel universes.

From now on and for a good while, if not forever, we can’t trust that a vast majority people will be able to hear a broadcast warning. Or that a significant fraction of people will be getting news on the latest events. Or that people will even know a certain technology that’s old hat to us exists.

How do we deal with that?

I don’t know. The way will emerge. It always does. It might involve going really old school with local sirens and people being informed over time that they need to turn on some means of communication or look at their favorite weather site when they hear the ahooooooon outside. Or at least that could be one of the solutions. Undoubtedly there will be others.

But until it does disasters and slip ups will happen. It’s part of the rapid change. And the more rapid the change the more things slip because human expectations and culture lag.

Now multiply this for everything in the culture/society.

The old structures are crumbling. They’re doing so unevenly.

Please, you people out there, in real people land, be aware of where you might be out of step with those around you and where that speeding up or falling back might bite you in the place you sit.

Be aware and mitigate your vulnerabilities. Be patient with those who aren’t in the same cultural/technological place you are.

And build under, build over, build around.

We’re going to need a lot of redundancy.

The future? It’s here. It’s just not evenly distributed!

This will be going on until the eighteenth of July.

This is the reason for doing a fundraiser. THIS IS NOT AN EMERGENCY. Don’t hurt yourself.

If you read this blog a few times a week and feel like donating, I’m tremendously grateful.

If you read this blog and don’t feel like donating, that’s fine too.

If you wish you could donate but can’t, consider buying one of my books (hopefully a bunch coming out starting next month… Yeah, i am better) and if you like it leaving a review. If you’ve read my books and enjoyed them, consider leaving a review. If you can — and have something you know well — consider sending me a guest post to give me a “free day.” (No guarantees of acceptance, of course.)

I’d like to say I’m doing better and will be better at following through on rewards. But I still have them pending from other years, because the last four years have been a slow upward battle. I am better, but I’m not adding to that backlog. (Though I’ll continue trying to fulfill promises long overdue.)

For this year, I’ll (merely) give you ways to donate.

The Give Send Go is still active. Lately I’ve gotten more disenchanted with them, though. Not only have they hosted fundraisers for the kid who stabbed the track star through the heart, but there was some appearance of encouraging racialist bs. True or not? Don’t know. Haven’t looked that closely. Still, that and the fact they calculate how much of the raised money you actually get in some weird way makes them less than shiny.

So, what else is there? Well, there is paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)


So, here’s the paypal link.

While on that, yes, the address in Las Vegas is still available:

Sarah A. Hoyt

Goldport Press

304 S Jones Blvd #6771

Las Vegas, NV  89107

(Note this is a drop box. Please don’t send perishables that will be damaged by heat. If you want to send something out of the ordinary, contact me first. I’ll figure out antoher place to send it where things won’t be damaged and I can retrieve it. And it might be best to catch me at a con. (Younger DIL says I have do do more cons. Sigh.)

Please, please, please do not send Indy a multi-tool. I realize this is probably futile pleading, but he’s enough trouble as it is. No, seriously. If you want me to have time to write, don’t send Indy a multitool.

And that’s it for now. A heartfelt thank you to anyone who contributes, thinks about contributing or (“merely”) leaves a nice review on one of my books.

Every little bit helps, said the old lady– wait…. ahem. … I wouldn’t do that in the ocean!

Seriously, every review, every book buy, every donation: it all helps keeping me doing what I do. So, thank you.

As Should Be Obvious To Anyone

I can’t get my act together for a post today. Mostly because we FINALLY came home last night, and today I seem to be like my cats on catnip. CAN’T stop spinning long enough to think.

Forgive me.

I hate to do this during one of the fundraising days, but meh. Means one less day of fundraising. That only (theoretically) hurts me.

I swear I slept well, but I feel like I could just sleep….

Anyway, post tomorrow.