
I know many of you are frustrated.
Okay, that undersells it. I know many of you are flat on the floor, kicking and screaming “I was promised arrests.”
I understand. In my mind I’m doing exactly the same thing. And in my emotions it makes perfect sense. We went through Obama’s years, seeing things get worse and worse as they piled corruption on corruption and made it more and more unlikely we’d ever have our country back as a constitutional republic. Then we had four years under Trump with the nonsense of Russia! Russia! Russia! and all the other fake emergencies, distractions and attacks, and nothing happened. And then 2020. My LORD 2020. The entire insanity, the gaslighting of an entire nation, the abuse of power, all of it so they could get away with the myriad open fraud events during the election.
Then came the four years of the Bidentia, with an obviously demented man who wasn’t any good even before he was demented (wrong on every issue) supposedly in charge, and a gaggle of the most radical Obama followers making decisions that amounted to the destruction of America. I mean, it’s not like they were hiding it. Their pro-open borders protesters kept saying “No border, no wall, no America at all.”
Sure they didn’t get everything they wanted, but I don’t need to tell you — you went through it with me — that it got pretty dark there for a while. Pretty d*mn dark. Between monetization sites trying to enforce what speech you could engage in, social media sites were silencing us, heck, Biden tried to install a “disinformation” czar not to allow any speech that they didn’t approve of.
Of course you want perpwalks. You saw the evil doers dancing in front of your eyes while violating every law, every civilized restraint. Of course you do.
Because it’s been six months, and the world isn’t completely made anew.
Read that sentence again. It’s been six months. Okay, six and a half.
The administration is working with a severely corrupted apparatus that has distorted our every institution, inserted itself in every investigation, and makes it impossible to do anything without fighting them every.step.of.the.way.
Six months. Okay, almost seven.
I’m sorry, it’s not a lot. It’s not a lot even if they weren’t trying to work with the equivalent of a computer infected with a virus.
I think part of the demand for the Epstein list is coming from this frustration. We want to see something being done and someone punished, and it’s been six whollllllle months.
Part of it too was the first electric month of the presidency, with Doge scaring everyone on the left, and finding more and more corruption. We got addicted to the high.
Guys, that is not how lasting change is made. It just isn’t. Even the stuff done against us wasn’t that fast. (And fortunately the stuff Biden tried to do, by and large didn’t work at all.)
Again, I must remind you that we are extremely online. And we are political addicts. We know everything that happened, and we’re outraged about all the crimes. Most people aren’t either of those. And when and if there are arrests, it will need to be made clear what caused them and also that the trials are impartial.
If we just replace their unjust persecution with our own, we just set up a cycle in which we alternate between triumph and revenge and the country will be destroyed. The worst thing we can do is appear to the country in general to be unjust and dogmatic.
Yes, I know we aren’t. You know we aren’t. But the point is that to move without proof, absolute proof that stands before the world, we will appear to be.
This is the same reason Trump hasn’t completely ignored the utterly ludicrous orders from every federal judge and his sixth cousin. It would be too easy for the apparatus of the left, still in place, to convince people that he’s a dictator and ignoring “the law.”
Instead, these judicial oversteps are getting cleaned, one by one, by the supreme court. Yes, it’s slow. But it’s effective.
In the same way, other things are being rolled back. Heck, the BBB has a poison pill for the entire make the young massively indebted to make sure beardo the weirdo has a university job deal. Things are moving. Slowly but surely, a lot of crap that has held the Republic down, some of it going back to FDR’s “New Deal” is being overturned.
All this while dealing with enemies inside the apparatus of state and an adversarial official cultural establishment, and the chaos abroad left by the Bidentia.
Is everything perfect? No. Does this look like paradise? It’s still the same Earth with the same flawed humans.
Do I agree with every step of everything the administration is doing? Guys, I don’t agree with everything I’m doing half the time.
But they are doing an awful lot. If not everything I’d like them to. And their priorities are the right ones. First of all, and most important of all, we need to clean our election system. The rest will be easier after.
So are we going to get perp walks? Maybe. In the fullness of time. Some. Perhaps.
If the evidence hasn’t been completely destroyed while in the previous administration’s custody. If it isn’t being destroyed now by the underlings that are in the grip of critical theory they learned in college. If —
We might get some perp walks. Maybe.
They probably won’t be the biggest of the evil doers. And if we do get some of them, it will be for what we can get actual proof of. So, you know, not, say, corrupting our election system, but mortgage fraud. There is a reason we got Al Capone for tax evasion, after all. The evidence of bigger crimes is always more carefully obscured.
Yes, this frustrates me at a level I have trouble articulating.
I understand it frustrates you too.
However, we must have — how was it that Tom Jefferson put it almost 250 years ago? Oh, yeah, a decent respect for the opinions of mankind. — and make it clear that our grievances are just. And if we can manage to get it through without the war that Tom and his buddies ended up in.
Yeah, yeah, I know. There are days when you think you’d love a second American revolution. The problem is that revolutions don’t have a scripted end. And while I believe our cause is just and that liberty would win in the end, we’d end up destroying a generation, maybe two. And unlike two hundred and fifty years ago, neither we — nor humanity — have people to spare.
If we can get this through without it all tipping into a war? that would be ideal.
And to do that, it must be done slowly, subtly, with steady work and many, many, many of our own poison pills inserted into things like the BBB and making the pervasive election fraud, the absurd high jacking of our institutions impossible.
We must return power to the people, for the people, if possible, without burning it all down and while maintaining a thriving economy.
Not just for us. For the world. When America sneezes, the world catches pneumonia. Whatever happens here is worse the world over.
And the world is in rough shape right now. Our troubles have been amplified for them. For us to take a turn in the nuthouse and rip at each other might not mean the end of civilization. But it might very well mean several steps back with the ascent not guaranteed again.
Yes, I want a hundred perp walks. I want to see the smug bastages who lied to our faces proven rotten criminals.
But that’s the point. It must be proven. Without a doubt. And if it can’t be proven, even if we know in our hearts they’re guilty, we’d best let the forest of laws stand than get at the devil.
That’s what the play was about:
William Roper: “So, now you give the Devil the benefit of law!”
Sir Thomas More: “Yes! What would you do? Cut a great road through the law to get after the Devil?”
William Roper: “Yes, I’d cut down every law in England to do that!”
Sir Thomas More: “Oh? And when the last law was down, and the Devil turned ’round on you, where would you hide, Roper, the laws all being flat? This country is planted thick with laws, from coast to coast, Man’s laws, not God’s! And if you cut them down, and you’re just the man to do it, do you really think you could stand upright in the winds that would blow then? Yes, I’d give the Devil benefit of law, for my own safety’s sake!”
― Robert Bolt, A Man for All Seasons: A Play in Two Acts
Take a deep breath. Things are moving. Things are being done. Frankly, if you look, things are being done at such a spanking pace that I suspect no one in the administration is sleeping more than every other night.
They’re just not the perp walks, the strutting, the big revenge moves.
And I am enough like the rest of you to understand why this upsets you. It upsets me too, but I also understand that this side of heaven there will always be disappointments. And sometimes what we want isn’t what it’s best for us.
I think I told here before — or if not here, in my discord group — the story of the dream I had, in 2020 or 2021 or maybe any time before 23 (I’m no longer sure of the date. Just that it was one of the dark times.)
I dreamed I was watching at a bird’s eye view, the stretch of highway between Colorado Springs and Denver. A stretch of road highly familiar to me.
It was a Colorado winter day, with cold grey light filtering from a light grey sky and just a few flakes of snow dancing in the air. There was no traffic on the highway, and it looked like it had been closed.
Finally down the highway there came very large trucks, looking like military equipment. In the first truck were gallows, piled high. Men got out, and with heavy equipment, erected gallows. These were crude things, just an inverted L and a support diagonal piece, all of it wood so raw I could almost smell the sap on the tree trunks. They were erecting those every 10 or 20 feet, by the side of the highway.
And then behind came a truck filled with people in business-casual clothes, like they were dragged out of some office, during a work day. One at the time, they were taken to the gallows and hanged, by men who looked like they were tired — soul dead — from what they were doing.
I don’t know who these people being hanged were. They looked like our neighbors. Like the parents of kids in our kids’ classes back when. Like people we saw when we went out to dinner or to the museum. Just men and women between thirty and sixty.
And — this is the important and horrible part — I have no idea who was hanging them.
Was our side winning? I don’t know. Was theirs? I don’t know.
And in a very real sense, it doesn’t matter. Because once things get to that place — study the history of our own revolution, comparative clean as it was — a lot of it personal revenge and personal envy and animus.
When things get to that point, we have all lost and it takes a miracle to bring back anything resembling the Republic we know and love.
I woke up from that dream chilled and scared, because it had the feel of one of those dreams I have that seem to foretell the future. (They’re not infallible, but a higher percentage than should be logical come true. I think they’re the result of reasoning going on at a subconscious level.) And it is a future I’d very much like us to avoid.
So, let things be done slowly. Advisedly. In the full eye of even the low information voters. Let us break through the logjam one at a time. Let us — for once — strive for hearts and minds.
If it means we don’t get our perp walks — maybe if we’re lucky one for two. For Christmas. We’ve been such good boys and girls — but we also don’t get unreasoning revenge? Probably a good trade.
Provided of course that the mechanisms and dark pathways that allowed the crimes to happen in the first place are corrected and sealed off. And that, I believe, is in the process of happening.
Guys, it’s been seven months. I know you expected more from seven months. On the other hand, it’s only been seven months. Take a deep breath. Possess your soul in patience. Start a diary of positive developments. Heck, share it with us because as with the outrages of the past, it’s easy to lose track of all the good that is happening.
Deep breath. As they said during Covid “we’re all in this together.” Only in this case it’s true. We’re all frustrated. We’re all angry.
And we, all of us, need to be strong, and let things unroll as fast as they can and no further.
Lest we wrest defeat from the jaws of victory.
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Okay, I must ask: what is it with you and bats, anyway?
Again, whenever I post anything bat related, the fundraising is much much better.
Anyway, so, there’s the bats.
Now for the real thing, yeah, the fundraising has been limping a bit this year. Which is okay. It’s not an emergency. And it’s not like I’m going to shut down the blog if I don’t make enough. The blog money just makes it easier to explain to the family why I must make time to write a post or upload the memes or something, even on my “off” days.
The reason for fundraising and the reason bloggers on the right in general should fundraise:
Every blogger to the right of Lenin has paid the price in career, in wealth, in prospects. And that keeping us poor and meek is a great way to serve as a warning to others who would speak out. If you want to nullify the “warning,” consider donating.
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There is also paypal. Yes, I removed the button from the side (though I’ll return it) a couple years ago because they were threatening to fine people for badthink. Whether that was entirely organic or part of the Autopen administration it’s open to debate. They were being very enthusiastic about forcing everything from social media to everything else including debanking. At any rate, I think it is safe to use a paypal link for the next four years. Give or take. (Look none of these services are pure. We use what we can and seems safe at the time.)
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Meanwhile for the much abused paying subscribers of my substacks and patreon: the earcs for No Man’s Land are coming — three volumes, each two weeks apart — because I consider if you pay for those subscriptions, you are automatically subscribed to my e-arcs. (And if you don’t know what an e-arc is, I’ll explain when they’re released. The first SHOULD be tomorrow except tomorrow there’s a ton of doctors’ appointments. So it might be Friday. I spent today doing dramatis personae list with pronunciation. I’d completely forgotten the API and it was like pulling teeth.) The first book is DONE save for final copyediting and minor fixes. (And the first book is three volumes.) The second story in the world is started (actually the second and the third, but who’s counting.)
However before I dive into the second story I’m going to take a couple of months and finish the books I promised and that you’ve been waiting for.
Meanwhile keep your fingers crossed for me with the doctors’ appointments. Maybe I can break off my body’s attempts to kill me for a while.
Let’s hope.













































































































