
Sorry for the very weird and spacey posting, but as you’ve probably gathered we’ve been at Liberty con in Chattanooga TN.
This year was very weird for us, because we didn’t know if we’d be able to go at all. We had a big family thing in the second week of June, which took about a week, came home for five days and I found I needed to rest, a lot. And then we went to LC.
However, until late May we didn’t know when the family thing in June was. So, we kept the liberty con people up in the air, as we juggled potential engagements. Props to Rich Groller who came through beautiful, even though we’ll have to talk later about his using me as an aimable weapon.
There were some very odd panels, which I think came from confusing me and Dan, so at the same time we were in “What is happening now in space science”, where I was the only person who didn’t work in aerospace, while he was in starting a low tech colony, which was definitely more my area. Or to make this more clear yet, you see my current book is about a colony that rapidly rebarbarizes, while Dan has the degree and expertise to talk space science. As is, I wasn’t totally useless, because I could pour a bucket of cold water on “China is way better than us and is going to lap us in space and reeeeeeeeeeeeeee.” (Yeah, I do get some of their points, but to ignore both the loosy goosy nature of Chinese “science” which extends to this, the inherent inefficiency of totalitarian regimes.)
I’m very glad we had “Virtual Younger Son” for the comics panel, since his knowledge of the field was invaluable. To explain, he was hoping to go, but he couldn’t do it, so he facetimed in. Again, his expertise was invaluable and the panel was interesting because of how much he contributed. I really didn’t have a lot to say since for now I’m benched on comics, don’t know if I’ll get back in, and am not doing much to get back in since I have a ton of books to write.
Other panels…. the other two were round tables for anthos I was in.
I was again on the panel on Dystopia. This always upsets me mildly, because while I have written dystopias I don’t write — or read — the dystopian subgenre. I find it annoying, more unbelievable than fairy tales and also attracting the sort of mind who thinks that that humans are widgets.
Note I said DYSTOPIAN SUBGENRE, not dystopias like Black Tide, or for that matter the reign of the Good Men in Darkships. Dystopias of that type is fun, because people are not only fighting, they’re on the way up.
The Dystopain subgenre, OTOH at least to my eye rejoices in the likes of Brave New World or 1984 where there’s no way out and no way up. Note both of those were written by red pilled convinced leftists. They might have realized communism was evil, but their concept of humans was still as widgets. And therefore they believed that type of command and control top down dystopia COULD work and it could go on forever.
While recognizing dangers on liberty and even now classifying myself as an apocalyotimist — I think everything is going to shit, but it will end up all right — I am deeply aware of the limits of tyrannical authority. This can be summed up as: Even the PRC, which has no soft western notions, cannot control their internal opposition (and in fact can’t tell how bad it is because the information problem is killer in dictatorships) and therefore 1984 or Brave New World, let alone the less skillfully written johnny come latelies of Apocallypsia are invalid.
Write them and read them if you wish, but don’t try to act all big and bad and like you’re telling truth to power. The setup is unrealistic. The whole thing can’t work with human beings. Human beings are infinitely adaptable, and poke holes in everything including systems of oppression. If it seems to you like China completely controls its people, or Russia does, or whatever, I say onto you that’s because they control the information that gets out and we foreigners are GULLIBLE. And if you think oppression works and can work infinitely, you not only have no experience of it, you are as wishful thinking as those who wish to apply it.
Why am I going into this? So, I was put in as moderator of the dystopia panel. And there was a mild kerfuffle. I would like to say it wasn’t my fault, but perhaps it was, I don’t know.
You see, the topic annoys me and last year voices were raised with a gentleman who calmed down markedly when I was given three axes by the Minotaur.
THIS year, I was put as moderator on the same panel, and one of the gentlemen not only had no sense of humor at all, but went into a spittle-flecked rage, apparently because I was doubting his expertise.
I started by pointing out that while I read — and write, though I might have forgotten to say that — dystopias, I don’t read — or write — the dystopian subgenre. I’m a depressive. Under no circumstances do I need to feed that with unrealistic doom and gloom tales. I further added I didn’t want to hear any arguments about how we’re all “in reality” doomed, because that is only comforting to those who wish to give up and not fight anymore.
This… person…. took it to mean I never READ things like 1984 — I am in awe of the type of mind who’d think you could grow up in the 21st century as a person of the written word and never have come across that — and was very upset that I don’t think the computer-collected data plus AI means game over, man, game over.
If I need to explain the computer collected data includes a never-end stream of chaff. Take the fact that I’ve never bought anything from Temu, ever. And don’t want to. But last week my mouse had issues, and every time I clicked on a page, it also brought up the first ad on that page, which was Temu once, probably accidentally and then was always Temu because of the accidental double-click. At one point I had 40 temu tabs up. For what? I don’t actually know. Greenhouses, I think? I didn’t look super-close as I ARGHED and closed it. The number of such occurrences is NOT trivial. In fact, I’ve never opened an ad directly from a page, but my browser has. Add to that the “They know when you stop on or hover over something” which usually means “Where I happened to be when my husband came into the room and I remembered to ask him about the laundry.” Or “where my cursor was sitting when I had to jump up to go fix a falling gate.”
Is there real data in what they collect? Oh, undoubtedly. But mostly? Because my life is chaos layered on insanity that’s what they’ll collect. And in this I don’t think I’m that unusual. It’s mostly how that works. A good movie to watch to understand the more data the more chaff is The Lives of Others. “But AI” fails because AI isn’t. AI is even more likely to be confused by chaff than a human being and will take “preponderance” which is usually chaff.
Anyway, since that gentlemen also referred to the Feds using cell phone data to catch the perpetrators of the “atrocities” of January 6, I think our clash was inevitable. And while I’m by no means innocent, in that I went into the panel primed for a fight from my previous experiments, I was also — I think — half joking in everything I said, while he had no sense of humor at all and was HIGHLY pissed off at me. Which is his choice, but I don’t think it sold him any books.
Anyway, I’d like to sigh, because when I told Rich, while saying goodbye that if he kept putting me on that panel, sooner or later I was going to shiv someone, he got this happy smile and said “You are so good in that panel.”
So, apparently I’ll be on that panel again next year? And if you’re attending you might want to come and perhaps hold me back? Or help me, whatever your inclination.
As usual the best part of Liberty con was seeing fans and friends, groups that increasingly blend and bleed together. I know a lot of your names, your kids, your jobs, your idiosyncrasies, and yes, I do love most of you. Or at least like you very much. It’s why I go to cons at all (particularly Liberty con) in the age of indie. And why I’ll keep going.
My only complaint is that Liberty con is now huge, so I ran into some friends rarely — I think I saw Jonna Hayden for maybe 15 minutes — and others — Old NFO — not at all. But that’s the price of success.
Two other complaints over the last few days. My laptop keyboard started dying on the trip so I couldn’t finish my book while being a passenger in the car. AND when I got home, I touched the six foot tall baby gate into the living room and it FELL on me, because engineer cat, Indy, had used his large and freakishly agile paws to undo the pressure adjustment on the side. Dan fixed it. Indy never got into the living room. But he was THIS CLOSE. If we’d been even an hour later, he’d have been in, and trying to get at the quail who is in there recovering from expelling all her guts. (Long story.)
So, now that I’m home, I’m going to write my book and keep an eye on engineer cat.
Wish me luck.










































































